Author's notes: OK, here is a new fic. Sorry
guys, I have no excuse as to why I haven't written anything in forever. Anyway, this is a song fic. I hope you like it! Oh yeah, Neil is just some random name I
used. He is just some random guy I used
to be Sora's ex. Also, the song lyrics
were hard to type into parts. Matt sing
R.M. and Sora sings C.A. If you have
heard the song, it's basically that, except the first chorus is all Matt. Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I don't own the Digimon characters, or
the song lyrics. The song is Ricky
Martin and Christina Aguilera "Nobody Wants to be Lonely".
Nobody Wants To Be Lonely
By:
Valentine Taylor
::Flashback::
"I'm sorry Sora, it's over." Sora couldn't believe her ears.
"Wh…what?"
"It's over. I guess I don't love
you as much as I thought I did," Neil repeated himself.
Sora felt as if she had been stabbed with a thousand knives at
once. She felt tears come to her
eyes. No, Sora, control
yourself. Don't let that jerk see you
cry, she scolded herself. She swallowed
hard, and with her last ounce of strength, she replied, "Well, then, good-
bye." With those words said she turned
and walked, as calmly as she could, away from the guy who had just shattered
her heart. As soon as Sora had gone
around the corner, the tears cascaded from her eyes. She ran as fast as she could through the crowded hall to the
bathroom. She collapsed into the chair
that occupied the corner of the large bathroom.
A few minutes later the bell rang, signaling the beginning of
class. "Great, now I'm late," she said
out loud to herself, and walked over to the mirror. "And I look like hell!" She turned on the cold water and splashed her face. She grabbed a paper towel. "Trust that stupid ass to dump me between
classes." She dried her face and
applied new eye shadow. She gave
herself one last glance, and ran out of the restroom.
::End Flashback::
Sora didn't
think she could ever fall in love like that again. Until one day, 2 months later…
Sora sat alone
in her bedroom with the lights dimmed, looking out the window at the cars
passing below. The darkness around her
displayed her mood. She had seen Neil
with another girl earlier that week, and it had really gotten to her. She didn't understand why, the break-up had
been 2 months ago. But for some reason
her heart had shattered once again, seeing another girl in his arms. She hadn't gone to school the entire week,
for fear she might see the two together again.
Sora heard a
soft knock on her door. "Come in," she
said, quite monotonously. She never
looked away from the window. The door
opened, and someone entered the room. She really didn't care who it was.
~ ~ ~
(Matt)
There you are
In a darkened room
And you're all alone
Looking out the window
You're heart is cold and lost the will
to love
Like a broken arrow
Here I stand in the shadows
~ ~ ~
Realizing she
wasn't going to say anything, he spoke up. "Hey Sora. I brought some of
your work for you. History and
Science." He slowly walked over to
where the girl was sitting. He glanced
out the window. "What are you looking
at?" He asked, trying to spark a
conversation.
Sora replied
to his first remark, ignoring the second. "Thank you. Now please, just
go," she said sourly.
Matt gave up
and instead of provoking the girl, walked to her desk, placed the papers there,
and walked to the door. Then he
turned. "I know you don't want to stay
alone forever, Sora," he said gently. Sora turned sharply and shot her hand out, her finger pointing at the
door. Without another word, Matt left
the apartment. As soon as she heard the
front door close, she began to sob quietly. "He's right," she whispered to herself.
~ ~ ~
(Matt)
Come to me, come to me
Can't you see that
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
~ ~ ~
As Matt exited
the building, he looked back at his friend's window. He saw her looking out. I
wish I could just tell her how I feel, how I have always felt. He brought his eyes down and continued
walking. I just can't tell her
now. She's still blocking everyone
out. If I tell her now, she'll think
I'm mocking her. I have to tell her
soon though. I can't wait much longer.
~ ~ ~
(Matt)
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my
life
Nobody wants to be lonely so why
Why don't you let me love you
~ ~ ~
For the next
few days, Sora spirits slowly rose. While she did stay home for that time, she thought about Matt's
words. "I know you don't want to
stay alone forever, Sora." Sora
knew he was right. She really did want
someone to love her. The feeling of
being needed made her complete, she realized.
The following
Monday, Sora went to school. At lunch,
she caught up with Matt.
"Hey, nice to
see you here again," Matt greeted the girl.
"Hi Matt. I want to apologize for the way I treated
you when you came over last week. I
acted like a jerk." Sora caught Matt's
eyes.
"It's
alright. You weren't feeling all that
great. It happens to the best of us."
"I'm
forgiven?"
"You don't
need forgiveness if there was nothing to be sorry about," he said, giving her
his best smile.
"Thanks Matt,"
Sora said, smiling as well. Then her
face became serious. "You were right
though. I don't want to be alone. I… I feel like something is missing, you
know? Part of me is just… gone."
"I wish I
could help, but I'm just a friend." Wow
Matt, smooth. That sounded so stupid,
he thought, mentally kicking himself.
"Thanks. This is something I need to do without you
guys I guess," Sora replied. If she
thought Matt's last remark was idiotic she didn't show it. "Well, I gotta go. My next class is on the other side of the school." Sora stood up.
"OK, see you
later," Matt said as the girl walked away. Sora waved to her friend and exited the cafeteria.
* * *
The day was
over and Sora left the school to go home. She was almost out of the schoolyard when she heard her name being
called.
"Sora, Sora,
wait up." Matt was running towards
her. She stopped and waited for the boy
to catch up. As he approached her, he
slowed to a casual walk. He ran his
hand through his blonde hair. He put a
silly grin on his face. Sora
laughed. He's so cute!
~ ~ ~
(Sora)
Can you hear my voice
Do you hear my song
It's a serenade
So your heart can find me
And suddenly you're flying down the
stairs
Into my arms, baby
~ ~ ~
Matt took
Sora's hand and led her to a quiet corner of the schoolyard. "Sora, I need to tell you something
important."
"What is it?"
"Promise not
to laugh at me?" Matt looked into her
eyes, his blue ones filled with seriousness.
"Why would I
do that," Sora asked, her look matching his.
"OK." He took a deep breath. "Sora, I want you to give me a
chance." Sora stared at him, unsure of
what to say. After a moment of uncomfortable
silence, she found her voice.
"Matt, I…" Her
voice faltered, and she became silent once more.
"Sora? I'll understand if you don't want to."
"No,
Matt." She looked deep into his eyes,
as if studying his soul. She took his
hands in hers. "I want to." She smiled.
"You do?" Matt was amazed. He had expected her to laugh in his face, or say no! "I'm so glad!"
~ ~ ~
(Matt)
Before I start going crazy
Run to me
~
(Sora)
Run to me
~
(M&S)
Cause I'm dying
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my
life
Nobody wants to be lonely so why
~
(Sora)
Why don't you let me love you
~
(Matt)
I want to feel you near me (feel you
near me)
Just like the air you're breathing
(breathing)
~
(Sora)
I need you here in my life
~
(M&S)
Don't walk away, don't walk away
~
(Matt)
Don't walk away, walk away
~
(Sora)
No, no, no, no
Nobody wants to be lonely
~
(M&S)
Nobody wants to cry
(Nobody wants to be lonely)
~
(Sora)
Nobody wants to cry
(My body's longing to hold you)
Is longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
~
(M&S)
Time is precious and it's slipping away
And I've been waiting for you all of my
life
Nobody wants to be lonely so why
~
(Matt)
Why don't you let me love you
~
(Sora)
Let me love you
~
(M&S)
Nobody wants to be lonely
Nobody wants to cry
My body's longing to hold you
So bad it hurts inside
~ ~ ~
Matt wrapped
his arms around Sora. They stayed in
each other's arms until a voice interrupted them.
"Get a
room!" The two blushed and turned to
see the smiling face of Tai. With him
was Izzy. "So I guess you were able to
cheer her up Matt?"
"Yeah, I guess
so."
"Are you guys
gonna being hugging and kissing and stuff every time we see you from now on,"
Izzy asked mischievously, pointing to Tai and himself. This just caused Matt and Sora to blush
harder. "Never mind, you just answered
my question."
The four
friends exited the schoolyard together, Sora feeling extremely complete.
The End
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~Valentine
Taylor~