Dark.
They are here.
No one is here.
I hear them.
A veil.
They talk.
Disgrace.
They gave up on me.
No one is allowed to see me.
They taunt me.
I am a disgrace.
They are scared of me.
A disgrace doesn't deserve life.
That's why they don't show themselves, I know it.
A disgrace doesn't deserve a second chance.
They study me like they would an animal.
I haven't seen the light of day in ages.
Am I an animal in a cage?
It's August once again.
Cameras.
The 22nd, if I'm not mistaken.
They watch me too.
What do they want from me anyway?
Pity me.
I wouldn't have to do this.
They are relieved that they're not me.
I could be dead now.
They are happy that they're not me.
Only one mistake.
They are happy that they didn't mess up.
She solved my supposedly unsolvable riddle.
They are happy that they didn't fail.
How utterly pathetic.
Dark.
I lost to him.
A fraction of what could've been.
I'm just the cheap copy.
Disheartened.
Sometimes they tell me which date it is.
Useless.
They both left scars behind that won't heal.
Stupid.
She didn't understand.
Cowardly.
He'd never met me, he doesn't visit.
Damn it.
They left me.
Wrong.
I don't belong here.
Out of my mind.
Yes, I'm pretty sure I'm insane.
Guilt.
Failing is hard to cope with.
Death.
He, I never believed in paradise, heaven or hell.
Mirror.
Seems like I'm merely an experiment, a project gone wrong, hidden from the rest of the world.
Time.
Am I that horrible?
KIRA.
Am I that evil?
Loss.
Am I not worth your time?
Powerless.
Am I that disgusting?
Futile.
Tell me, am I not worth your attention?
Tears.
I sing.
You hypocrite.
"Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me... Happy birthday, dear Beyond... Happy birthday to me..."
Pathetic.
First tear falls.
Nobody cares.
I cry.
They can't hear me anyway.
They locked the monster in a cage.
Yay, done! My first translation from German to English. And before you ask, I wrote the German version too. I hope it wasn't too exhausting to read this, because I know that texts likes this can be tiring to read...y'know, with the short sentences and all. Please review and tell me what you think (: