Decision of a pure heart
Chapter 1: hope
A/N: so I'm attempting to write two stories at one time. So bear with me this story contains some lemons. You have been warned. The whole story is in Kagome POV.
Summary: Kagome witnesses Inuyasha and Kikyo mating and finally realizes where his heart lies. But she decides to stay anyway. He doesn't know she say and doesn't plan on telling anyone. After a huge argument Kagome decides to go off on her own to find out where her heart lies. Little does she know fate has certain plans for a certain Miko and Daiyouki, Will Inuyasha realize what he had before its too late. And where did Sesshomaru come from. Lemons Galore.
My heart shattered at the sight before me. I know she sees me but I wonder why inuyasha can't hear me. "Inuyasha, do you truly love me?" kikyo asks. I can't see his face, but I already know what it looks like as well as his answer. "You know I do." He reaches up and caresses her clay-pot face. "Then what of my reincarnation?" she smiles. "Keh… She is merely a friend my heart belongs to you and only you." They both lean in and kiss. I hear her moan. "Make love to me Inuyasha. Make me your mate." She smiles at him. I can feel the tears cascading down my face. "Please… don't… I love you. Why can't you choose me?" I plead. I look over at 'her'. She mouths, "He can't hear you. You're only a mere copy and he wants the real thing. I've won." She moans and closes her eyes. I find the will to look away. I stand and run back into the direction of the camp. I pause before coming into the clearing and wipe away the tears and straighten up my school uniform. I look up in time to see Miroku reach out and grope Sango. I see her twitch and turn around and glare at him. I giggle. I see Shippo's ears twitch he must've heard me. I walk out and smile. "Will you ever learn Miroku?" they all snap their heads toward me. I see Shippo sniff the air. When Sango and Miroku turn away, I put a finger up to my lips signaling him to keep quiet. He nods and scampers over to me and jumps up into my awaiting arms. I walk over to the fire that Sango started and starts to cook. "You ok okaa-san?" Shippo asks. "Yes baby momma's fine." He raises a small brown eyebrow. And I smile in return. "Really everything is fine. Now let's eat." I look away from his questioning gaze. "Miroku can you bring me some water in these?" I ask. "Yes Miss Kagome." He takes the pots and goes to get water, and returns soon after. "Thank you." I smile. He nods and sits back down by Sango they just don't know how lucky they have it. I look away and start making enough ramen for the four of us. Sango notices but doesn't say anything. After it's done I hand everyone some but I look down reluctantly at my portion. I don't even feel hungry. I set it down beside the fire and go to my sleeping bag to lie down. I hear whispering but I tune it all out. Just as I close my eyes I feel Shippo curl up into a ball by my side. I close my eyes and let the darkness take its place.
I look around me and see thousands of Kikyo's laughing and pointing at me. Then she draws her bow and arrow and aims it at my rapidly beating heart. 'Help me someone please!' I shout. Just then I see a flash of red before my arms are pinned behind me. What the hell… I look over my shoulder to see Inuyasha. I gasp. He's turned into a full demon. "Why Inuyasha, why are you helping her. Can't you see she's not the same anymore she's dead.' I hear him growl. "She won't be for long once she's taken back her soul you wench." He grinned. "Be still you bitch." I hadn't realized I was moving until now. "Please don't do this. You don't have to kill me…" I beg. "I've had enough of this." Kikyo shouts. I look over just in time to see her arrow coming straight towards me.
"NOOOOOOOO!" I shout and sit up in my sleeping bag. I take in my surroundings. My heart is beating so fast, my mouths dry and my whole body is soaked in a small of sheen of sweat. I wait for the tears to come but they never do. I gently slide shippo over and climb out of the sleeping bag. "Where the hell are you going wench?" I hear Inuyasha's voice. I don't even look at him. "Stop calling me a wench you dick. And I'm going to the fucking river. Leave me alone and don't even think about following me!" I growl out. I hear him huff and mumble some incoherent words. I make my way to the river's edge and sit down. I don't know what came over me. I have never acted like that. I look at my reflection and sigh. He doesn't love me. I feel so hurt and so angry. He is such a baka. I can't believe I fell in love with him. I'm so sick of him chasing after that dead baka of a clay-pot. Well he can have her. I hear leaves rustling and sigh. "I said don't follow me you asshole. If you don't leave I will purify your ass." I growl. "Well it seems the half breed has pissed you off young miko." Someone says. I turn and gasp. "Sess-sesshomaru?" he smirks. "Surprised to see me miko?" Why did I wander off?
So sesshy has come into the picture. What does he want from Kagome? Will she agree to whatever he has to say or will she run away from the sexy lord screaming bloody murder? Please review, and not too harsh. I promise to add the next chap soon. And let me know how you like it.