Disclaimer: I don't own Terra, Beast Boy or any of the Teen Titans.
Author notes: This was originally written for a romance challenge, but I deleted those. Now I'm going back and reposting the best ones separately. The prompt for this one was"Denial". I've never seen the episodeThings Change,but I've heard some things, so based on what I've heard, I wrote this. Ifit's a little off...that's why.
I know I said I didn't remember him, but that's not true. I do. If there was anything about my life as a Titan I want to remember, it's him. But...I just can't. I can't think about him, or be around him. I can't go back. It wouldn't change anything.
I've done terrible things. I know I've said before that I didn't regret it, but I do. Of course I do! All the Titans ever did was care about me. Even Raven. But I spit in their face and betrayed them. I deserve what Beast Boy said the night I left! I don't deserve to be a Titan, or to even know them.
So why did he come after me, trying to get me back? Doesn't he understand? I'm a liar and a traitor and I always will be! He needs to just move on and forget me! He needs a girl who won't stab him in the back, someone sweet and pretty. Not me! I'll never be that!
So Beast Boy, if you ever somehow get your hands on this, just leave me alone! You deserve better!