A/N I'm just gonna warn you now...this is angsty. Teenage Dream (Acoustic Version) might have been on repeat. I haven't written a klaine centered story in a while and I'm definetly challenging myself with tackling this and She Will Be Loved. This will probably 2-3 chapters so yeah, enjoy!

I don't own Glee


What had he done?

Everything inside Blaine hurt. His heart felt empty and swollen. His eyes puffy and tired from saddness. Hid body ached from exhaustion.

Since his trip to New York, the last three days had been spent in agony. Blaine was too lonely. It seemed a weird thought. He and Kurt had been in the same place when they were still together. So why did the distance hurt more now? Because it wasn't only the distance keeping them apart anymore. There was so much more separating the two. And it hurt like hell.

It had seemed like such a good idea too. Such a noble boyfriend move. Maybe it was the right thing. It sure didn't feel that way though. Blaine had to remind himself every few minutes that it was for the best and Kurt would soon be happier.

But what about his own happiness? He wasn't supposed to feel this way after doing such a selfless thing. Blaine was supposed to feel good about this. His phone beeped and made him cringe. When he looked at the screen, Blaine saw that he had 5 missed calls from Kurt. The thought of Kurt calling and hearing his answering machine, hearing the silence that Blaine had left him with, was heartbreaking. But Kurt needs the silence. He needs the separation.

How did this happen? How did they get to this place?

Kurt stared at the blank screen, hearing the awnsering machine he had mesmerized by now. Maybe it was obsessive to call this much but all he needed was to hear Blaine's voice. All he needed was to make sure the boy had gotten back to Lima safely.

Okay so maybe that's not all he wanted. But it was Blaine's own fault for breaking up with him and then leaving on a plane back to ohio before they could even discuss things. No...It was wrong to blame Blaine for this. It was his fault mostly. But it wasn't like Kurt hadn't felt bad about declining Blaine's calls while he was at work. Maybe that was what Blaine was doing, giving Kurt silence in return for silence. If he was trying to make him upset it was working.

But that just wasn't Blaine. Kurt had never heard one negative thing come out of his boyfriend -ex-boyfriend- and especially in referance to Kurt. He knew there was something Blaine wasn't telling him when he came to New York, and that only made things worse. The less he knew the more his mind started to wonder.

Maybe there was someone else. Maybe Blaine had finally realized he deserved better. Maybe it was just the distance? Kurt silently prayed that it was the latter for that could be easily fixed. But even then it would be hard to get to the place they were before summer came around and then fall.

Kurt moved to his desk to try and get some work done and get his mind off Blaine. But the moment he began to look through the new designs Isabel had sent him, a large sob came flying out of his mouth. A few seconds later there were tears streaking his porcelain face. All he wanted was Blaine.

And all Blaine wanted was Kurt. So why were things so difficult?


A/N Hmm so now I'm not sure if I should make this multiple chapters or just an angsty one shot. Leave me a review and let me know what you think.