Hi guys so basically I had to write this after the Season 2b trailer that was release yesterday. I only just saw it and I am going absolutely insane. Basically this plays of the clip where Amy tells Reagan that she has feelings for Karma… Lots and Lots of drama :) Enjoy
(P.s don't only anything. All things are MTV's show Faking it)
I woke and she was right next to me. Our faces an inch apart. So close. I could feel her breath against me. Strands of her hair fell over my face. We just stared at each other. Something about being right there with Karma felt like home. A place that I've been a million times before but yet I've forgotten how comfortable it was.
'Come on we've got to go.' She spoke softly. She broke whatever moment was occurring and moved away. 'Get up you lazy butt.' She exited my room.
'Hey Shrimp girl, you ok?' Reagan's voice led me out of my thoughts.
'Oh yeah I'm fine.' The relationship between Reagan and I have been rocky lately. Too many people are coming in between us. First Karma, then Felix and then Karma again. But I love Reagan. I know I love her. Just-
'Are you sure? You seem way too distracted.'
'I don't know what you're talking about.'
'Amy I spent the last 10 minutes trying to make out with you.' She gave me a look. How did I not realise that?!
'Oh I'm sorry. I promise. All yours.' I smiled and pulled her closer. Our lips touched but this time it was Reagan who pulled away. 'What?'
'I'm going to regret asking this, but it's Karma isn't it?'
'What?! Pfft. No.'
'Amy. Seriously. I see it. I see it when she walks into a room or whenever you're together.'
'She's my best friend.'
'I'm giving you one chance. One chance to tell me what is going on.'
I couldn't tell her. Could I?
'I. I.' I let a pause linger between us which was the worst mistake ever. It made things even more difficult. 'I'm starting to have feelings for her again.'
Reagan looked away. She didn't speak. She didn't even make a sound. Ten minutes had passed.
'Say something.' She still had her body facing away from me. 'Reagan. Please look at me and say something.'
When she turned to look at me what I saw shattered my heart into pieces. Her cheeks were red and puffy. Her make up running down her face and tears were falling like silent rain.
'What do you want me to say?' she speech was broken up.
'I don't know. Something.'
'Like how hearing that felt more painful then I thought possible? How clearly despite everything that has happened and everything that we've been through it's amounted to nothing, at least to you. How-'
'That's not true. We are not nothing. We will never be nothing.'
'Then what are we Amy? What are we?'
'We're…'
'You can't even finish that sentence can you?'
'We are Amy and Reagan. We are together.'
'How can we be when there is someone else in the picture? It's not exactly how relationships work.'
'I know but-'
'Just stop. I can't keep listening to you lie to my face. I knew there was always something between you two and yet I was still stupid enough to get in the way.'
'Hey you are not in the way. Reagan. I love you.'
'If you loved me, you wouldn't have fallen in love with someone else.' She kissed me. This kiss felt final. The beginning of the end. My breaking point. Tears were streaming down my cheeks when Reagan pulled away.
'No please.' I begged.
'I don't want this to be the end.' Her tone was hushed.
'It doesn't have to be.'
'Doesn't it? What else is there?'
'Us.'
'Us + Karma.'
'Reagan.'
'I need air.' She stood up and wiped away more tears. She composed herself the best she could.
'Don't leave like this. This isn't the end of our story. This can't be.'
She stood there. The emotions that flashed across her face were impossible to read.
'It won't be.' She finally said after what felt like a thousand years. Her voice was so quiet I could barely hear her.
'Huh?' I was confused. Relieved but confused.
'I'll fight. I'll fight for you Amy.' Her voice was slowing increasing with volume. It seemed that the more she spoke the more sure she was. 'I know how I feel about you. I want you in every way. I know what I want. And I'm pretty stubborn if you haven't noticed. I want what I want and I won't rest until you are mine. All of you.' I tried to grab her hand. 'No. Not like this. I know that you probably only feel obligated to touch me, to hold me because I am saying all of this but I want you to touch me, to kiss me, to tell me you love me because you feel it and you want it. Not like this.' She walked towards to door.
'Rea-'
'See you in the next chapter shrimp girl.'
I also have an alternative way of how that conversation would have played out. Tell me if you want me to write it in the next chapter or maybe as a new story? Do you guys want this story to keep going? I don't know lots of questions haha Review please :)
