It's a Saturday night, and I'm ready to go. I was surprisingly given some festival tickets, WITH a meet & greet opportunity, to a Deathfest where one of my favorite death metal bands, Children of Bodom were going to be there. I was so ecstatic- I could never afford it, but one of my friends hooked me up. So I said "FUCK YES!" and started to plan out my outfit. But deciding what to wear was, as always, this big fucking issue.
After digging through my huge pile of black clothing, which was pretty much already destroyed to begin with, I settled on black fishnet stockings, with a tight leather mini dress and red converses. I was SO ready. But i was going to be a little later than I intended, because of the outfit dilemma.
At the venue, which was a deathfest up in Oakland, California, I couldn't wait to meet Alexi Laiho from COB...I had long been admiring that guy, not only for his talent, but for his fuckable looks.
I stood in line with all the other fans which felt like a mile long, shivering from the cold, it was like twenty degrees outside and it was like murder to my tits. I just wanted Lexi's autograph and hopefully a picture, so this was definitely worth it in my opinion.
One by one fellow fans were looking satisfied leaving the line with their autograph, and those who requested it, a picture. My turn was approaching fast. My heart was racing. I never thought I would even ever get this opportunity, and now that I have... what the fuck would I say to this man? "Hi, I really admire the band, and you. But especially you" I laughed at my ridiculous thoughts, and felt my palms start sweating a little. I waited for the chick in front of stop fan-girl giggling in front of Lexi and leave the line so it could be my turn. "Thanks so much Lexi, you're so awesome!" she squeaked, then jumped up and down like a four year old , then finally walked away (And I thought I would act stupid, there's always those type of bitches). I stood there, hesitant at first. My knees felt like they might give out,, and a chill went down my spine... but I somehow found my feet and walked up to the table where Lexi sat, looking sexy as fuck, bent over the table where he was signing COB albums and merchandise.
He looked amazing. I was in love with his black fingernails, (and the tattoos on his hands) long straight hair and eyeliner, not to mention the way he dressed. So out of my league. I smiled and muffled a " Hi, I'm a really big fan of yours, I really admire the band and the talent you produce and would love it if I could get an autograph and possibly a picture?" Lexi stared into my eyes deep, for a second I squealed inside *too deep?!" then told myself to get a life. I was so delusional sometimes. " Sure, come here" with a slight smirk. I scooted in real quick and leaned into his body, ( which smelled amazing I might add) and he put his arm around me so that I could snap the picture. My forward facing camera was being a dick, though, and I felt embarrassed as fuck. He kept his composure, waiting patiently. I giggled slightly, " I'm uh, sorry about that, I think its going to work now" . " No problem, I get it" I snapped the picture quick. " Thanks SO much!"
Lexi stared at me again, in that way he did when I approached the table. He motioned with his finger for me to come closer again as I was about to walk away, with this intense look in his eyes. Without hesitation, I came closer. He leaned into my ear and I felt his hot breath on my earlobe, and I shivered. " If you are free after the show, I would like to meet you after the venue clears, by the bathrooms. Keep it on the DL the best you can". My eyes widened. " Yeah, sure! Of course!" I responded excitedly, but in a low tone.
" Awesome, see you then". He nodded to me.
What the fuck just happened? Oh hell, who cares... I could only imagine what would be in store for me now. Part of me fantasized that I would just get ravished by Lexi... then I told myself to get a life again.