Tell me what I'm supposed to do,
With all these left over feelings of you;
'Cause I don't know
I hugged Mia, and looked to Liberty over my shoulder she knew this was a front. I wasn't happy. She loved me so much that I knew she could see right through me, but if she knew I still loved her it would lead to more trouble. So no matter how much I try I cant just go tell her I still love her after everything.
And tell me how I'm supposed to feel
When all these nightmares become real
Cause I don't know.
I was numb, I walked away from him and he was dead. I held him in my arms as he died. I never heard him say he loved me. I screamed for help but it came to late. The knife already took his life. My love was gone and all I could do is sit here numb.
And I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you,
And I don't know how we separate the lies here from the truth;
She walked away from me. I made a mistake and lied but I love her true and deep. Hell she is the mother of my child. I tried so hard for her to not fall apart. But the weight of my actions drowned me. It felt like she stabbed me with a knife when she walked away. Every where I look I see glimpses of her.
And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew
Exactly what we're supposed to do.
I yelled at him and told him I was pregnant. Five months to be exact. Jt was the father of my baby. We decided to get an apartment and work through this together. I knew we would come up with a plan all we have to do now is brave my parents and if I know them then we will be in some trouble. They don't exactly like Jt like I do.
So leave me at the roadside,
And hang me up and out to dry;
I gasp for breath and wonder, how my life could end at seventeen. Sure I had a kid but he wasn't mine any more. I didn't have the love of my life liberty, I never told her I just let her walk away, while I shoved my foot in my mouth and said I loved Mia. Which I don't now I am going to die here on the side of the road next to my car.
So leave me at the roadside,
And hang me up and out to dry.
One minute hes there with me and the next hes six feet under. I couldn't regret more running from him. If I stayed by his side one more minute. Or heard him out. Why was I so desperate for an answer right then and there. I look down at him and know my heart is with that boy who died at the roadside forever and a day.
And I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you;
And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew
Exactly what we're supposed to do.
She was having my baby. We had no place to live and pay for the child. We were screwed. Jay approached me and I knew that it would be lying to her. But I wanted to please her, I couldn't lose her and my child. I loved them both and I didn't even know the kid. But I knew I wanted to be apart of his life no matter how hard it was to do. I would stand for my family... I liked the sound of that my family. So I made my mistake and sold drugs to the Devil who one day would want to kill me.
So leave me at the roadside,
And hang me up and out to dry;
I knew he was lying, suddenly he had the money for the apartment but because I loved him I trusted him thinking maybe he has grown. But I should of known Jt would never grow. Instead hes turned out. A lying drug dealer baby daddy. I have never been so disgusted with him as now. I walked away from him and his lies to deal on my own. I knew I should of never trusted Jt Yorke.
So leave me at the roadside,
And hang me up and out to dry;
She left me. I had no family I never did. I bid into the delusion of a nice life. Something I have never obtained. Now I've lost the one and only thing that I've ever tried at. I guess if this is what trying gets me, here's to pissing your life away. The pills are killing the pain... I guess your supposed to take one or two not fifteen. The stomach pump is not my friend. Wait there's Liberty... What my kid for adoption? I failed.
Cause I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you,
And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew
Exactly what we're supposed to do,
Exactly what to do.