hi guys so i finally finished my edit of all the chapters of this story! hope you like it! it's the same plot, but i added in some little . things and scenes that enhance it :) hope you like it!

It's finally here. The first day for the new initiates of Dauntless. It's a huge day for not only me, but Tobias as well. This is the first year we'll be training together. Tobias is now 21 and I am 19. He took a year off from training after I graduated, and last year the job was offered to us both, but we declined. Tobias was really busy in the control room and my career took off- I now have full ownership of the tattoo shop. It's been an astounding 3 years since my initiation, and we've been living together since shortly after I graduated.

After we train the initiates, however, I think we may be offered leadership positions due to our experience and the responsibility we've displayed over the years. I know Tobias always said he never wanted to be a leader, but it's always been something I've reached towards. I feel like I can truly make Dauntless a better place, while still maintaining the overall experience of the compound and its traditions. Also, we've been getting fewer and fewer initiates every year and I think I can help boost our recent decline, especially after the first hand experience I'll get with training them.

I snap out of my thoughts, remembering that Tobias isn't awake yet. I look over at his sleeping body. He's always been so cute when he sleeps; his hair all ruffled, his bare shoulder just barely peeking out over the covers, and more often than not, an arm around me to 'keep me safe'. He knows I can defend myself, but still wants to protect me.

I wake Tobias up, kissing his shoulder and muttering "good morning". I feel him snuggle closer to me, pulling my body close to his. "We're training today." I whisper, kissing his nose.

He groans, burying his head in my chest. "What time is it?" He mumbles huskily, the vibrations of his voice echoing through me.

"It's almost 7. We have to go set up for the initiates at 8 because they arrive at 8:30 this year." They moved up the time so all the new 16 year old transfers would have time to get settled and eat before the middle of the night, which is what used to happen. Also, it's easier for their parents to attend the choosing ceremony because they can easily take off their morning of work rather than the whole day.

Tobias sighs, rolling away from me and getting out of bed, the covers slipping off of his athletic frame to reveal his toned body and tight boxers.

I'm so happy that man is mine. Girls used to ogle him a lot, especially during the beginning of our relationship, but after we hit our one year mark, they stopped making moves. They all know better now.

Tobias still goes to the gym every day and, occasionally, I go with him. Most days though, I just get up early and go for a run. He claims exercise is a good "stress-reliever", though how much stress he has is debatable. We hardly argue, and if we do, it's never serious. Honestly, our lives have been pretty straight forward since I graduated, although we aren't engaged or married yet. I got over my seventh fear with him a little bit after my initiation, and I'm so glad I did.

It's been bugging me more and more recently- the want for Tobias to propose; to officially cement our relationship. Christina and Uriah were only together for a little over 2 years before they got engaged, and they're getting married soon. But it's okay, I understand why he's hesitant- it's the same reason he doesn't want kids. He's scared he'll become his father. I try to assure him that he's a different man- that I believe he could never do that to his family, but he is still terrified of the possibility. He thinks it runs in his blood.

We get dressed quickly- Tobias in his basic outfit of black basketball shorts and a tight long sleeved shirt and me in a pair of leggings and a sports bra. It may sound risque, but trust me, there are people wearing a lot less, especially in Dauntless. Our tattoos are evident with these outfits, the talons of the eagle on Tobias' thigh just barely sticking out from his shorts. He got the tattoo a couple years ago because he felt that it was a symbol of his freedom from his father. Freedom from his past.

My Dauntless symbol is clear on my shoulder, and the ravens on my collarbone are obvious and bold. And our newest tattoos that we got a few months ago are on full display. Kind of. A VI on Tobias' left wrist and a IV on my own. 6 and 4. I did his for him, and I actually showed him how to use the equipment so that he could do mine.

We stop to get breakfast on the way down to the training room- we don't usually eat until lunch, but today's schedule has lunch at 3:00. I get a power juice smoothie and Tobias gets a granola bar and a bottle of water before we head down.

We're setting up knives in rows, and I can't help but get a feeling of dejavú from all the memories of three years ago, when I was just a weak 16 year old from Abnegation. Things have definitely changed. A lot.

Tobias' voice pierces through my thoughts, "Are we going to hide our relationship, or be public with it?"

I struggle for a second as I try to come up with an answer, "What do you think we should do?"

"I think we should keep it a secret and, y'know, professional. If they find out, we can tell them, but other than that, I'd say no. They have to respect us." He smirks, "No more kissing me every time you make a good shot."

I shove him slightly, grinning as he sweeps me into his arms, pulling my body close to his. My arm wraps around his neck, pulling his lips to mine. I feel his hand move lower, reaching my rear and pressing my hips into his. In the back of my mind, I know the initiates will be here any second, but right now I don't care. I pull away a moment later, our eyes meeting. His usual medium blue eyes are dark with desire and he leans down for another kiss.

Suddenly, noise floods the room. The initiates are here. A disgruntled noise leaves Tobias' mouth as I practically jump away from him. I pretend to look busy, my 'Six' expression plastered on my face as I continue organizing the throwing knives. I feel Tobias' eyes on me and I struggle to keep the grin off my face.

I place the final knife in a row and proceed over to the door to let the initiates inside. They engulf the space, eagerly coming in. I look around in amusement- 5 Erudite, 6 Candor. No Amity or Abnegation this year. Our group is smaller than ever before; however, we will still cut 60%. Only 4 will make it through.

I notice some of the girls stare at Tobias, whispering to each other incessantly. I feel compelled to pull him towards me, to show them that he is mine, but I cannot. A few of them look awkward, but when Tobias begins to speak, they perk up instantly.

"Welcome to Dauntless. My name is Four and this," he gestures to me, "is Six. We are your instructors for initiation. Survive, and maybe you'll see us away from training. You are-"

He is interrupted by a small voice, which I later identify as a blond Erudite boy. "What do you mean 'survive'? Why would we not survive? We're all getting a spot!"

Tobias' expression does not change. "Not everyone is guaranteed a place in Dauntless. For example, you." The Erudite's face pales. "You must be strong, brave, and be able to face your fears. Get through initiation and be proud. If you do not, you will live with the Factionless. This will be the hardest training of your lives. You will all be hurt at some point in the process, and 7 of you will be cut." The initiates are silent, almost as if they're in shock.

I interrupt the preceding silence and continue the introduction. "This is the training room. It is where you will face the hardest challenges of your life, and where your rank will be posted. The fighting ring is in the far right corner, there are targets against the walls to your right and left, and punching bags in the back left corner. Use your assets wisely. You can come down and practice anytime, and I highly recommend it if you want to survive. Look around, this is your competition. Might I remind you, there's only 4 spots this year." I smirk; they're terrified.

We walk to the chasm and I can't help but think of the horrible experiences I have had here. "This is the chasm. It defines the fine line between bravery and idiocy. It-"

"Yes, everything Six says is true, but keep in mind that severe punishment could be enforced here if you are in anyway disrespectful to me, Four or Six." Eric implies that we still hang people from the chasm, as happened to Christina.

Four speaks up, "Eric, you know we don't do that anymore. Not after what happened with Christina and Al 3 years ago."

Eric scoffs and walks closer to Tobias, pressing a finger to his chest, "Oh yeah? Watch me." He turns around and pulls the smallest initiate from the back, picking him up and hanging him from the chasm.

"Eric, stop!" I yell. I lift the Erudite boy from the chasm, shooting a glare at Eric. He simply shrugs and the boy walks back into the group.

"Now, we are going to show you the rest of the compound and then your dormitories."

Eventually we reach the dormitories after showing them the pit, the dining hall, and the apartments, and walk them inside. "This is where you will sleep during initiation. You may notice that there are not gendered sides; everyone sleeps in the same room whether you like it or not. The bathrooms are located to the far left corner and guess what? They're communal." I grin, seeing the appalled looks on some of the girls faces, the same girls who were staring at Tobias.

I interrupt Tobias, "You'll get over the non-privacy of the dorms pretty fast. Just be sure to think about who you hang out with. Are there any final questions?" I am met with blank stares.

"If any of you ever need anything is there is something that needs to be dealt with, please find one of us and we can help you solve it. My apartment number is 236 and I am there most of the time throughout initiation. However, do not misuse this information. If any of you ever come to my apartment when you are not in danger, I'll make you wish you had never shown up."

They begin to gossip loudly and I speak over them. "Lunch is at 3:00 in the dining hall. I hope you all were paying attention and can remember where that is."

We get a little ways away from the dormitories, chatting about the new initiates on the way to lunch. "I saw some of those girls staring at you today. You have so many options for a girlfriend!" I tease.

He laughs, wrapping an arm around my shoulders, "Oh yeah? I might have to look into that…"

I shove him lightly and he pulls me closer, "I can't believe it's been 3 years since my initiation," I remark. "It's really gone by quick."

He nods as we reach the dining hall, "Yep. Seems like just yesterday I was training you, trying to pretend like I wasn't entirely in love with you." He chuckles.

"Well, you didn't do it very well," I tease. "I could tell how you felt. That, or you were just creepy."

He rolls his eyes with a smile, "Ha, ha." His eyes widen suddenly. "Holy shit, I just realized something. If an initiate actually shows up to our apartment, we're screwed. If you answer the door, or if they see you, they're gonna find out about us."

I look up at Tobias incredulously, "Did you not realize that?"

He frowns, "Ugh. Actually, you know what? I'm proud that you're mine. I just feel like when they find out about us, they won't take us seriously."

"It'll be fine, I can be mean if I need to." I say. "Plus, you're super intimidating to someone who doesn't know you."

"You-" He begins, but is cut off by a high-pitched shriek. Christina.

She's been at Candor for the past few weeks with Uriah to visit her family. Uriah's gained some leeway with visiting the other factions since Zeke became a leader about a year ago.

She runs up to me and engulfs me in a hug, squealing. "I've missed you so much! You and Uriah were gone longer than expected."

She pulls away from me and puts her hands on my shoulders, quickly looking me up and down, "Yeah, we actually stayed for an extra week. My family really liked him! Also, you look so good! You're practically glowing!" She makes a quizzical face for a second before looking at my- flat- stomach, "You're not-"

I shake my head with a laugh, "Christina! C'mon, you know I don't want a kid yet!" The noise of Uriah and Tobias' voices has ceased, only to be replaced by a pair of familiar blue eyes staring my way. "Maybe later… but not now."

She smiles at me, putting her lips against my ear. "Well, guess what?"

"Oh my god, you're kidding!" I say, a smile breaking out on my face.

She nods, squealing. We talk for a bit longer, careful to stay out of the boys' earshot.

But there's one thing I'm not telling her yet. Or anyone, for that matter.

The doctor took me off my birth control pills a couple weeks ago.

And I forgot to tell Tobias. Our schedules were hectic, we were both constantly working and barely saw each other.

By the time I remembered, I was on my period anyways, so I just didn't tell him. It wasn't on my mind.

But my period ended a couple days ago, and yesterday we got caught up in the moment and...

I forgot to tell him.

I haven't had any symptoms yet, obviously, but it's been in the back of my mind. I don't want to worry Tobias though. I know even the idea of it scares him. Plus, I know he's stressed because of his job and training. I'm going to take a test next week when it's detectable, but it should be okay, right?

Little did I know…

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