This is my new oneshot.. again. Anyways, because I don't want to start a chappi new fic without finishing A little too late, I will only type one-shots.
I kind of like this one because it has different point of views for one subject. It has Mikan's point, and Natsume's point. Hope you enjoy it as much as I do :D
Disclaimer: I do not own Gakuen Alice.
Btw, I don't know what genre it is, so i just put romance :P and hurt/comfort.
Enjoy!~
~Once in a lifetime~
Mikan:
Once in a lifetime, I wished you were mine. I didn't mean to upset you. I just loved you. I don't know what I should do. Will you keep hating me?
My feelings for you will slowly disappear soon. But for now, I will keep watching you from afar.
Was I really annoying? If I was, then I will apologize. Will you stop hating me? I doubt it. But it hurts. That is why I am going to confront you...
But you just pushed me away, said I was noisy, that you hated me, that I should just disappear, and the one term that hurts me the most: the type or girl you hated. You cared nothing for my feelings, and just resumed to your manga.
It hurts. My heart ached. The way you acted, I don't know what I did to make you feel that way. I knew I shouldn't have confronted you but I couldn't help it. Just loved you a little too much. Should I really disappear? When you wish upon a starry night, I will disappear from your life. And that's what I did. I will be gone. Forever.
I wished upon the starry sky, that once in a life time, you will be mine. But instead, what I only did was wasting half of my life devoted to you. I should have known better than to do everything you asked for. I just...
Wanted to die now. I wanted to stab myself. But if I did, when will I ever see you again? Will it be worth it? Dying worthlessly for the person you love who doesn't love you back?
Yes, I admit. I'm crazy. But I don't want to die yet, so I left. I escaped from Gakuen Alice. I escaped from my past. I escaped the pain of rejection, and in this lifetime, this is the first time I've felt happy. Happy being away from my past, and you.
Natsume:
Only once. Only once in my lifetime that I felt so attached to a girl. I hated it. When you came into my life, I started to change. I hated the change.
What was with that? You were so cute that I couldn't resist you. What was that feeling that I felt when you smiled at me? I didn't need it. Yet, you were the only one who understands. You understood how I felt.
I loved you. Why did you go away? I needed you. I didn't know how you felt. I didn't need change. I also didn't need the fear inside of me. The fear of rejection.
So I acted like normal. But I didn't know. I didn't know how you felt, nor did I know how I felt. I didn't know how much I love you.
When you ask me if I hated you, I didn't know how to answer. I said yes. I said that I still hated you, that you should disappear. I thought that if you disappeared, everything will revert back to normal. I said that you were the annoying type of girl who I hated the most. I returned reading my manga.
In truth, it was all just I lie. I guess I didn't convince myself. I tried. I was in denial. But when I heard you sniff, I couldn't take it anymore. I wanted to hug you, say I was sorry. Why didn't I? Because then I'll have to confess, and I didn't want to feel the pain of rejection. Instead, I let you take it.
And now? I don't know. I never knew. I don't know where you are, how I should confess to you, nor do I know how to find you.
Once in a lifetime, I wish you were mine, wish you were here. I wished upon the starry night, yet you did not appear. I was too late. I miss you and I'll find you, whatever it takes.
How was it? Did you like it? I hoped you did. This... is very different from my usual type of writing... mayb. I just hope at least someone approves of it.
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mchii...