Hi ya Hinakunoichi here. The other day I was listening to 'in the end' by Linkin Park and got this great idea. This is my first song fic so please tell me I I am doing anything wrong.
Disclaimer- I don't own naruto, any of it's characters, or the song "In the End". Those rights belong to Masashi Kishimoto and the band Linkin Park.
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Hinata was in her room crying, earlier that day she was training with her father. And let's just say it didn't turn out for the best.
(it starts with)
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
She was doing her best, improving so much. But try as she might it was never enough for Hiashi. No he harshly scold her for every mistake she made, instead of praising her for what she did right.
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in do time
'I can never do anything right, all I want is for him to acknowledge how far I have come' Hinata cried to herself. Wishing for the days of her mother as she would call her "my sunshine". But those days are gone now, and sadness is all she knows.
(All I know)
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock clicks life away
It's so unreal
Day in and day out Hinata would train her heart out, denying offers to have fun and spend time with her teammates and the other kunoichi. Never once reconsidering to skip her training routine, as it consumed the last 11 years of her 16 year old life, only living to train, complete missions, and to live …….barely.
Didn't even look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
Recalling what happened as she put everything she learned into her training. Putting her heart and soul into proving to her father that she wasn't useless only to be looked upon with his cold eyes as he mocked "pitiful, weak, and lazy"
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried
It all fell apart
All of the sadness, hurt, and hatred she kept hidden underneath a low self esteem. Until she couldn't take it any longer "I have to get away." she said as she walked to Neji's room and whispered a soft "goodbye…..please forgive me." And then to her sister's room and whispered "be strong". Opened up the window looking into the fierce winds, heavy rain, and terrifying lightning .
What it meant to me
Will eventually be a memory
Of a time when
And was gone
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
It was chaos the day Hinata left the leaf village, ANBU where scrambling through the village hoping to find that it was not true. But the weather made it impossible, not being able to find the clan heiress as she continued to run further and further to a new haven. After failed searches, a reluctant Tsunade drew a line through Hinata's name and placed it under missing nin. 'I will return and show you ….. Hiashi'
One thing I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself why
(I tried so hard)
Somewhere in another country, Hinata trained day in and day out. Trying her hardest under her new master, Chio, who took her on as his student. As he stood before her after 5 years of training he asked her "you try so hard, what is your reason?"
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
"Master Chio, in the end it doesn't even matter. I wanted to prove my self no matter what it takes." she responded. With a smirk he tossed her a long cloak, a dragon embroidered katana, a fan, and her leaf head band. "You're ready go forth and prove yourself."
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Walking through the Hyuuga manor, Hinata made her way to the training grounds to see her cousin and father training until they saw her. Stepping out to the field, she discarded her cloak revealing herself.
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
"My you have changed, I almost didn't recognize you. But who could forget such a weak chakra signature." Hiashi said toying with her mind as she fell into her fighting stance. "No Hina-sama!" Neji yelled but soon found himself bound with wire. Only able to watch as the fight began.
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back in the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried
It all fell apart
What t meant to me
Will eventually
Be a memory of a time when
Hinata fought back with everything she had scaring everyone, even herself. She didn't know that she was so angry at her father. As Hiashi was in bad shape and had blood coming from his mouth.
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
"Why why did you have to treat me like that." She cried as her summon dragon attacked Hiashi. "I tried so hard. Why couldn't that be enough for you. Why why why why why wh-."she screamed before she was hit into the wall, hard by her father. Causing her to cough up blood.
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
"Hinata!!!!!" Neji yelled trying to break free from the binds of the wire. As Hinata rose up and took slow steps toward her father.
And all for this
There's only one thing you should know
Blinded by anger and fear as he had been for years, picked up a hand full of kunai and repeatedly threw them at her. But she still continued forward as the metal blades sliced into her skin almost causing her to fall over with each one(like with Sango and Kohaku's fight for all you Inu lovers).
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And all for this
There's only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter…………
"No Hinata please stop." Neji begged but it was no use, she continued towards him with a wide smile and eyes filled with hope. "all I wanted was for you to be proud of me father……" she said before she blocked out but was caught by Hiashi. "My daughter, what have I done." He said as the realization set in. "Neji run and get help!" "Right"
He replied running into the manor. "Hinata I'm sorry please forgive me. I am proud of you and was a fool for not seeing it before. My daughter." "father….." " Hinata I am proud of you forgive me."
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What do you think. Hiashi's non existence good side is in there because I lost a bet. Sorry but I hate him with a passion. Please review and comment.