Author's Note: This is my first fanfiction ever... I was inspired to write this "story" because of all the fanfics I have read as of late that describe my favorite ship, Elejah, and they relationship that they have grown to have as each of these fanfics have progressed... My idea for this story was if Elijah kept a journal or if we were able to have a sneak peek into his thoughts, we would have a better understanding of what he feels for Elena even if he can't say it out loud... each thought/journal entry would be from each encounter he has had with the doppelganger in season 2,3, and eventually 4... hope you all enjoy it and I'm eager to hear what you all think of it... Thanks for everything...
This story is dedicated to gapeach27 who looked over my story and is one of the many inspirations I have had to write this story... so thank you so much for being amazing and encouraging me to post this and to explore that love of Elena and Elijah... :D
Disclaimer: I have and never will own the Vampire Diaries... but if I did Elena and Elijah would have had a relationship beyond what they have and he would have already admitted what he feels for her...
Journal Entry 1: Love makes us Vulnerable
From Season 2, Episode 8: Rose
Could I have known that one still bore her sweet face?
No, I was sure Katerina was the last
This doppelgänger made my once dead heart race
Elena looked like my love from the past
In a mere amount of seconds, I felt weak
Her alluring scent was intoxicating
I'm an Original who one girl turned meek
But I maintained my composure though fading
Have I lost my mind?! she is merely a pawn
Though her brown eyes scream fear I shall not be fazed
My revenge ensured in this Petrova spawn
Though her innocent beauty has my heart crazed
For the first time she makes me feel so alive
If my intent wasn't revenge, she'd survive...
... I'd make sure of it, even if it would be the last thing I'd do...
Up Next: Possibly when Elijah poses as a writer and is being helped by Aunt Jenna to gather books to help him write his "story"; where him and Elena make their first deal
Thanks for reading and please review... this will help me decide if I should pursue this or not... :D