The underlined part is from Eclipse. This is just a random idea I had...

"You... Can't..... Grow up?" i said blankly. "You're what? Not... aging? Is that a joke?"

"Nope." He popped his lips on the P.

I felt blood flood my face. Tears- Tears of rage- filled my eyes. My teeth mashed together with an audible grinding sound.

"Bella? What did I say?"

I was on my feet again, my hands balled up into fists, my whole frame shaking.

Just then, it felt as if my entire self exploded, my body being consumed by my rage.

I was on all fours then, literally growling, baring my teeth at a stunned Jacob.

Then I realized what had happened.

I ran off into the woods, so frightened I could barley contain myself.

It seemed as though I was running in circles. I had no idea where I was.

Finally, I decided to just sit. I plopped myself down on the forest floor in front of a big oak tree.

I looked down at where my hands used to be and found two small snow white paws. Why was I so small? The other wolves were the size of horses, and I seemed to be the size of any normal wolf.

What was this? What was I going to do? I was..... a werewolf?!?!?!

I heard footsteps coming my way. I stood up. Jacob came walking over to me, knowing the land as if it were the back of his hand. He had a solemn look on his face.

At first, he just looked at me. Then he tossed me a white garment he had in his hand.

"Think about what makes you calm," he said, "I'll be back at the house." Then he walked off, hands stuffed in his sweat pants pockets and head down.

What makes me calm. I thought. Almost as if a reflex, I thought about Edward playing my lullaby on his piano.

I kept my eyes on the ground, and watched as my white paws became my human feet again.

I slipped Jacob's long t-shirt on over my head. It fell to my knees.

I walked back to Jake's, feeling almost ashamed, staring at my feet the whole time.

He was waiting there for me, also looking at his toes, looking as if his mother'd caught him with his hand in the cookie jar.

I walked up to him, tugging at the end of the shirt. For a moment, we just looked at each other's feet, not speaking.

"You knew." I whispered. It was not a question but a statement.

He sighed. "Yes." The three letter word was barely audible. "We all did. I wanted to tell you, I really did. But.... Sam... He forbids us to tell all the 'soon to be-ers'."

"But..... But how?"

He looked up at me through long lashes. "Did you know your dads half Quiluete?"

I was too stunned to take anything else as a surprise. "That's why I'm smaller."

"Yep."

My thoughts flashed to Edward. What would he think? Would he be horrified? Disgusted, even?

I suddenly felt as if I'd throw up.

"I have to tell him." I muttered more to myself then Jake.

He simply nodded.

I made my way over to my truck, wondering how this looked to innocent bystanders.

I hopped in, and turned the key, but it just gurgled.

"Dammit!!" I exclaimed, though I shouldn't have been too surprised. My poor little truck was bound to give way soon enough...

I was already frustrated enough that it didn't take too much energy to remove the over sized t-shirt and phase.

I ran off into the trees to find Edward, hoping for the best, but expecting the worst.

**

Jacob kept the calm look on on his face until Bella disappeared off into the forest and was out of hearing range.

Then he broke into a touch-down dance.

"YESSS!!!!!" he punched his fists in the air, "WOOO!! SUCK IT EDWARD!!!!!!!"

**

I found Edward with Alice, on the outskirts of their property talking about my whereabouts. Oh. That's right. I wasn't supposed to be in La Push. Great....

I emerged from the forest sheepishly, as if they were able to recognize me.

Well, they recognized me for being a werewolf at least.

"Listen mutt." said Edward, "I know that you know Bella's in La Push. If you don't take me there, I'll personally-"

"Edward. Stop." Alice stepped in front of him with a slightly far off look in her eye. Not like she was having a vision... something else...

"Alice. Don't go too much closer. It might snap at you." It. Nice.

"Edward! Would you stop?! Look at her eyes. It's Bella." She breathed the last part.

Edward's eyes grew wide. "Bella?" he whispered. Then he raised his voice. "Prove it."

Almost enraged he didn't know it already, I stomped into the woods, phased back to human, and shrugged on the t-shirt. Then I went back to face them, tugging at the white fabric.

"Bella." Edward mouthed. I took a step towards him, but, reflexively, he took one step back.

Ashamed and hurt, I stepped back ad held my hands in front of me.

"Bella, I-"

"Save it. I can see your disgusted with me. I'll leave you alone, I guess."

"No, Bella. I-" he sighed, "I don't want to shut you out completely."

I smiled halfheartedly. "Me neither."

Alice smiled. "Weird Bella..."

I stepped forward and hugged her.

Then, Edward went completely through instincts.

He broke Alice and I apart, pushed her behind himself, and shoved me away, hissing.

I was almost appalled. Mostly crushed and angry.

Edward then realized what he'd done. "Bella. I... I'm so sorry..."

I was too engorged in my own hurt to reply.

I burst into my new white-coated, brown-eyed wolf self.

Then I ran back off into the woods.

Edward ran after me. "Bella!" he called.

We past over the treaty line, and he started to take a step over it.

Protectively, I spun around and growled viciously at him.

He regained his posture, and his face fell. "Bella." he was barely muttering the words, "Bella, I'm so.... I'm so sorry, Bella."

I turned around and ran back to my new home.


I NEED HELP WITH THIS!!!

I have no idea what happens next! Any suggestions???? *batts eyelashes*

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