A/N: asdfghjkl o_o So basically I got a random crapload of imagination flowing through my brain... And, well this happened.

Disclaimer: Well obviously I own nothing to do with TVD or Beremy wouldn't have broken up.

'Where have I landed? I don't quite remember' - Paper Route [Wish]

Prologue:

A tattered old truck pulled up outside the hospital in Mystic Falls. As the driver got out, the passenger couldn't. Instead, she shook in fear.

Matt hopped out and walked around to the passenger's door to see silent tears already falling down her cheeks as she uncontrollably shook in his truck.

He opened the door for her and outstretched his hand, offering to help her out.

"He's still here Bonnie, he's not gone yet" At this, a look of hurt appeared on her face at what he'd said.

"Yet... Exactly, he's not gone yet. Do we even know how much of a chance he has left to live?"

While she spoke, she attempted to wipe away her tears but no matter how hard her attempts were, they just kept falling.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to word it like that. I know how you feel, trust me I do. I didn't know if Caroline was going to survive after the car accident, but she did. She was strong and after everything he's been through, he is too. Maybe stronger than all of us after what he did" Matt pointed out, his hand still held out to her, encouraging Bonnie to get out of the truck.

Finally, she took his hand and stepped out.

"You're right" She said simply with a small nod as she looked at him. "Thanks for bringing me here Matt, I can take it from here"

"You sure?" Bonnie smiled sadly at his question, "No, but I need to see him. Alone" Matt returned the smile, his more sympathetic.

As Matt got back into his truck, Bonnie took a deep breath and forced herself to face the hospital. Forced herself to remember that he was in there.

She felt herself shaking in the cold night air, although in actual fact she couldn't be sure if it was because she was cold or emotionally unstable at this point.

Her eyes were holding back the tears now as she tried to compose herself whilst walking in.

The last time she had been here was for Caroline, and Matt was right, she was strong enough to overcome something like that, she just hoped Matt was right about him too.

Bonnie could have sworn that before, the corridors never seemed so long here.

She lost herself in a trance, wandering which room he would be in.

"Can I help you miss?" The voice startled her from behind.

She turned to see a nurse standing there with a broad smile upon her face. Bonnie nodded in reply, unable to get the words out.

"Are you here to see someone?" The nurse asked, the smile disappeared off her features as she recognised the emotions flooding Bonnie's.

Again, a simple nod from Bonnie.

"Which patient is it you're looking to visit?" Her tone was more comforting now than before.

Bonnie lowered her head "I'm here to see... To..." She held back her breath as she fought off the tears.

The nurse placed her hand on Bonnie's shoulder as she tried to speak his name.

It took all the strength she had in her to look up and finally say it.

"I'm here to see Jeremy Gilbert"