* I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA OR THE GANG.BUT IF I DID I WOULD REALLY WANT KOGA, SESSHUMARU, INUYASHA, MIRUKU, AND SHIPPO*

Sango and Miruku were digging threw Inuyasha's old things and came across a diary. They never knew he had one let alone would write in one. But, then again, he was always up later than them, so he could have written in it then. Ever since the accident, Inuyasha hadn't really talked to anyone. He would stay up in the Goshinbuku Tree all the time, till he couldn't stand it any longer. Sango picked up the book, and with Miruku besided her, read what was written:

Inuyashas Diary:
It has been one week since it happened. It still haunts my memories. Its like a dream that never wants to leave me alone. It's always there. I never know when it will come. It all happened because of one event. The person I loved so much, the person I would protect and die for, is dead. The only person I could ever learn to love is gone. She left me with one thought to fulfill. "I'm sorry I got in the way. Inuyasha, I want you to go and find a strong mate. I want you to be happy. Go and fulfill my wish, please Inuyasha. I..I love you."then she took her finale breath of air and died in my arms. It was the most horrible thing I ever saw. Between all the humans and demons I've killed this was the worst. The only person I cared about was now dead and gone.
That same day still is in my mind. That horrible picture implanted itself inside me. Everytime I close my eyes I see it. All the blood, her blood, scattered across the ground. All over her, her hair, her clothes, everything. It was too much to bare. All the pain she felt was caused by me. She loved me but I never told her till she died. She never knew till it was too late. I feel so guilty. I never wanted her to die. I wanted her to live her life out with somebody that could really take care and protect her. Someone like me. But, if I died I wanted her to live her life till she died of old age. But, instead, she died to save me. I didn't want her to die. The only person that could control me is dead. The only person I could ever love is dead.........Kagome. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A.N.-this is my second Inuyasha fanfiction. The other is called The Power of Love. I normally don't like a story where Inuyasha and Kagome dies but this is going to be a really good story. Plez review or I'll cry....