okay so this is not my first fan fic, but the idea did just come ot me out of the blue, so i hope it's not too bad. i hope to keep this one going for as long as i can, and that i can finnish it, but if you havn't noticed i'm working on two fan fics at once. anyway i hope you enjoy the story and that my grammer and all that isn't all that bad, beacuse i am spelling challenged.

Discalimer: I don't nor will i ever own MR, though i do dream of one day knocking JP's door down adn demanding he give methe righte to MR. ohh well, a girl can dream can't she :P

Chapter 1: my life in a nut shell

I watched as several snowflakes fell to the ground, floating gently on the small breeze that blew them about. They reminded me of tiny little fairies dancing around, without a care in the world, turning everything they touched into a white wintry wonderland. I remembered reading a fairy tale once that described fairies as care free spirits, straight out of a deep pleasant dream. I wished my life could be a deep pleasant dream, but of course that was just a stupid wish, one that I knew would never come true. I was living a nightmare not a dream, one that I would never wake up from. Sometimes I pinched myself hoping to wake up, sometimes I would slap myself, I used to cut myself with a thin sharp blade, but then they took away anything sharp.

I really don't know who I am, or where I am, all I know is that I'm trapped in a very small concrete cell surrounded by four concrete walls oh and get this, I have two pointed fox ears and a tail, not to mention the claws and fangs. Yeah that's right I'm part Fox.

The cell they put me in has two doors, one for the bathroom, and the other for the exit. There's also a small window on the opposite wall of the exit And if it wasn't for that small window, my portal to the real world, I probably would have went crazy long ago. I remember one day waking up to the sight of these walls not knowing who I am or where I was, and that's what I do every morning, I wake up to the same cold truth. It's what I have been doing for the past year.

Every morning I wake up to a hot steaming pile of eggs and bacon, and a large bottle of water for the entire day. Sometimes they leave a small present like a book or ball or on a rare occasion, a pencil and paper. They leave the stuff before I wake up, and take it when I am fast asleep at night. Sometimes I try to stay awake to see who is keeping me here, to give them a piece of my mind, but I always fall asleep before I can, and I wake up frustrated and angry, at myself and at them for keeping me in here, for whatever stupid reason they do.

When I have nothing to do, which is most of the time, I sit and wonder why I am in this cell, what I ever did to deserve a life like this, after all I am only like fourteen. What could a fourteen year old girl possibly have done to be locked up like I am, not knowing what I did in the first place to get here.

Outside I could still see the snow falling, a little heavier now. I had watched the seasons change from winter, to spring and summer, then to fall, and now back to winter. How I know the seasons of the year, but not my name is beyond me, you see I can remember watching trees change color and stuff like that, but I can't remember who I am, or what the hell I did to get here in the first place.

I sat against the wall starring at the big metal steel door that kept me separated from the rest of the world, that's when I heard it, a funny clicking noise. There was a brief silence and then the sound of metal scrapping against metal. And that's when I realized the door was opening, it was actually moving.

I quickly stood up and stared at a relatively short man with a small beard. He wore a very long white coat and held a clip board in his hand and a syringe in the other. two big men with lots of hair and sharp fangs stood behind him with their hands crossed over their chests.

"Hello number 761." He said writing something down on his clipboard. I had this strong urge to just kick his head and punch his face till all that was left was a bloody mess, but I resisted, cringing as I watched him take his time writing stuff down on his clipboard. The two big men behind him smiled as they look down at me. They looked like they wanted so bad to rip my guts out and tear what's left to pieces.

"What do you want?" I spat, trying to keep al the anger locked inside as best I could. For all I knew this was the guy that had wasted a year of my life.

"I am here for tests, so you can either cooperate and sit down quietly while I inject you with this serum, or I can have these two Erasers hold you down while I do so."

The two Erasers stepped forward and I took two steps back, sitting down and waiting for him to come and poke me with that really big needle. I watched as he smiled and motioned for the Eraser to leave. Big mistake. I jumped up and ran as fast as I could out the door, and down a long hallway. The two Eraser things the white coat had sent away came running after me, but I wasn't about to let them get me, not when I was so close to freedom. I smiled and ran as fast as I could, turning down random hallway until I saw a big window at the end of one of the hallways.

"See ya suckers!" I cried and jumped out the window, feeling the glass shatter into a million piece, scrapping my skin and causing blood to flow, but I didn't notice the blood, all I could was stare at the two story drop below me. I took a deep breath and braced myself for the hard, cold impact. How could I have been so stupid?

So what did you think, good, bad, or just plain terrible? tell me what you think, i would really like too know, even if i am going ot keep writting with or without reviews. hope that it was good and that grammer didn't suck too bad. i wil try to post every pther day or so, but know promisise considering that i have state track, finnale exams and another Fan fic i am working on. i promis to have the next chapter up as soon as i can. oh yeah and if you send a review i'll give you a sneak peek of the next chapter. so review, and please keep it as appropriate as you can, you wouldn't belive some of the words i've gotten in my reviews before.

-Mo :)