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Warning: This is a sad story that I had a nightmare bout last night and I had to write it…if you don't like sad stories don't read! Contains rape, sex, bad language. May be graphic.
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Roxas P.O.V
I law here next to my twin, rubbing his back in small circles so he can sleep, and pray and wish to the gods that my father doesn't come home tonight. Praying that he is drunk in some ally, to never come home and hurt me. My teacher called home today, saying I wasn't focused and stopped doing home work in school…this is gonna be my ass if he comes home…PLEASE don't ever let him come home.
All my prayers were in vain as I heard the front door open and close with a bang, surprisingly Sora didn't wake up but I knew I was gonna get it tonight I heard him come up the stairs and then he was at my door I put my head down to feign sleep, maybe just maybe he was too drunk to do anything maybe he was too tired to do anything. 'Thank gods' I thought as I fell into a light sleep one ear on my pillow the other in the air to hear if he was gonna come back. He didn't.
That was my first night of real sleep in months and when the sun shine wake me up I hated it, I wish it were raining today, then I could have a few more minutes of sleep. But I got up despite my body telling me 'Go back to bed! NOW!' and I wish I could but me and Sora had to go to school today and he needed to get up.
Sora's P.O.V
I heard Roxas get up and I knew it was time for school. I had a ok night sleep except for Rox kept moving I don't know why he is so sad all the time he isn't the same since mom died and left us in the care of our step dad Ansem, he is an ok guy but he is mean to Rox, nobody can be mean to my twin. Only when I try to say something Rox just tells me its ok I really don't know why. He never let people treat him with disrespect. Oh well time to get up.
I go get into the shower because Rox is cooking which is usually my job but I guess he wanted to do it.
Roxas's P.O.V
I hear Sora get into the shower and I start to cook. I needed time to do something to take my mind off of all the shit that I've been thinking about next week will be the anniversary of my mother's death…that makes 5 years…I was 10 when we got the call about the accident.
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Roxas and Sora are playing in their room when there was knocking at the door, a hard knock like it was the police. "Roxas go get the door mom said I'm not supposed to." Sora said still playing with his game. "I don't know why I have to do everything…we are the same age for gods sake! Well I am an hour older but that is hardly anything" Roxas grumbled as he went to get the door.
"Can I help you, sir?" Roxas asked the officer.
"Yes, is this the Hearts residence?" the officer asked.
"Yeah, but my mom went to the store, so can you come back?"
"May I come in please?" the officer showed Roxas his badge and then let him in
"Are you the only one here?" the officer asked and Roxas shook his head "No my brother is here to, is there something wrong?" "Can you all your brother down here I have something to tell you both" "Sora! Come down here, hurry" Roxas yelled. "What Rox? I'm busy" Sora said as he came down the stairs "Sora and Roxas is it? Well I have some bad news to tell you both…your mother was in a car accident. She hit a 18 wheeler and she died instantly…I'm sorry for your loss." Both boy looked at the officer like he had 12 heads. "D-d-did y-you say our…our mother? But she…she said she would be back in 10 minutes…she cant be dead" Roxas looked as if he was about to slug the officer right there, as if it were a bad joke. Sora hadn't spoken he jut sat there eyes wide. Hen he started to cry, and cry, and cry. Roxas went over to console his twin, still not believing the officer. 'He is lying.' He thought 'mom can't be dead she can never die she is superwoman they must have the wrong lady. That dead lady just may look like mom and they have the wrong one' Reality set in and Roxas realized that it was his mother, she was dead. Ansem ,they boys step father came home shortly after scared something happened to the boys because of the police car in front of his house. He ran in to see sora crying with Roxas holding him crying even harder. Ansem asked the officer what happened. He never shed one tear he just thanked the officer for coming and got the boys ready to go see if it actually was this wife, their mother in the morgue. It was, the boys were torn apart crying for their mother to wake up and to stop acting dead. But she didn't, Marie Hears died on April 21, 2002. At the age of 35.
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Normal P.O.V
It's been 5 years of pain and suffering since her death. Fortunately and unfortunately Roxas looks like his mother more than Sora which causes Ansem to hate him, and treat him like a punching bag one day and a sex toy the next.
Roxas' P.O.V
I hate him, he took my innocence and my pride, he made me dirty and broken. I only do this because if I don't he will try it on Sora, I can never let that bitch hurt my brother! EVER if he even tries to touch Sora I'll kill him and not think twice about it. "Shit" 'I burned the bacon, maybe Ansem wont see it or I'll really get it tonight' I heard the shower turn off and Sora walk heavily towards our room. There is like 4 bedrooms in this house but I never wanted my own. I couldn't, if I want close enough to Sora he will try something.
"Roxas?" Ansem called from the bottom of the stairs towards me. "Yes, sir?" I asked and I waited to get hit. He only hit me where you couldn't see. Thank gods I played football or people would get suspicious or my bruises when I'd change in the locker room, but nobody knew that I never got hurt in practice or games I just faked being hurt on days I knew I had a bruise forming and tried to get tackled. Now I know I should use my strength against Ansem but I can't for Sora.
"Your teacher called yesterday while I was in a meeting…do you know how embarrassed I was having to excuse myself because my step son isn't doing homework?" he made sure I knew I was his step son. "Well do you I cant believe you would do something like that to embarrass me" he said as he hit me in the chest I doubled over in pain. "I'm sorry, sir it won't happen again, I promise" Gasping for air. "You're damn right it won't happen again." Sora walked down the stairs at the right time for he was gonna hit me again "I'll deal with you tonight don't try and fake sleep either when I come home go strait to my room and I clear?" "Crystal sir" I could hardly muster a smile when Sora came in the room and hugged Ansem and I my chest hurt but Sora couldn't know that. "I'm gonna go shower, I'll be down in a few sora eat without me k?" I ran up stairs and got my stuff and ran into the bathroom. If Ansem got in there before me I would be in trouble. I took a quick cold shower to numb my new bruise on my chest; it hurt like hell even in the cold water, oh well. "Roxas hurry up we'll be late if you say in there to long." "Yes ma'am" "Fuck you Roxas I'm not a girl!" "Hehehe, you tell Riku that!" Sora turned red it was funny as hell. Riku is Sora's boyfriend and best friend it was fun messing with him about Riku. He says they haven't done anything but still who wouldn't pass up the chance to piss off your younger brother? "Shut up Roxas, dad will hear you!" I cringed at sora calling that bitch 'dad' our real dad died in a fire when we were 5 I still remember him. He was a great dad, Sora looked just like him. Ansem is homophobic but that never stopped him from using me as a little toy. "Calm down he cant hear us come on lets go before we are late and Axel gets irritated at waiting for us." Axel is my best friend, well more than just friend but I cant do anything more than kiss him I just get these images of what Ansem does to me and I feel sick, but one day I hope to tale our relationship to the next level. Hopefully soon.
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A/N: so this is the first chapter I had a bad dream about this last night and I had to write it down it is now 2:30 am and I got about 1 hour of sleep but oh well. REVIEW!!!!