Trust
By Anonymous99995
Preface: Remember
The only one I ever trusted was… sad really I can't even remember his name, it's been so long since I've seen him… I can't even remember his face… ugh. Time to be a guard dog for my master…. This is the only life that I can remember, this is the only live I'll ever have... But I will never forget the one and only that I trusted above everyone else... Even if I can't remember, and even if he can't remember, I will always trust in him…
Red… Red as the blood that seeps from my wounds. Crimson red… This is the color that I have come to know well… this is the color that I have loved ever since I can remember… this color was His favorite color as well… I don't know why, but every time I end up beaten I think of Him and I get strength that I didn't have moments ago… I know that I can't give up here… I have to be strong… for I must be alive for the day that He comes back to set me free…
I don't know how much more of this I can take… it's been so long; I've lost track of time so long ago… I've lost hope that He will ever find me in time, if at all… I was foolish to think that someone who probably doesn't even exist would come and save me… I let the false hope take everything from me… I have nothing… just like I was so long ago… at least then He was there… They say that it is natural for animals to choose a mate… but I loved him so much more than that… its wrong I know but all I know is that nothing can change how I loved, no love him… even if He was never real to begin with….
I… I can't go on…My… My body has been broken… As well as my soul… The bastard that did this to me is finally dead…. I killed him… He can't hurt me anymore… I… I can't see anything… It's too dark… I hear someone breathing in the room with me… But I can't make out the shape of anyone… "Please… please no more…"
"Shhhh, it's alright, I've come to take you home."
"N-no… M-more…"
"Shhhh. It'll all end soon…"
"I c-can't b-breath…"
I reached up to the face hovering above me; his eyes were amber, just like mine… "I know your face…" His eyes started to water; silently the tears pass down his face unnoticed… "Don't worry" I say, "its better this way." "I'm glad to see your face… one last time…" a single tear falls from my eyes. And with that final thing said I finally fade to the darkness that has been calling me for quite some time… before I completely gave in to the darkness, I summed up all my strength to say one final thing… "I love you, Raphael...