Bring me to the brink again
My chest twisting tight with pains
Memories of the cascade
There my heart remains
Only a survivor understands
The palpitating fear
Calling out your name
Praying you'll reappear
The dead can not undo
The bonds the living bear
I love to hate the friendship
How you left me in despair
All I want are your hands
Your strong fingers tracing skin
The tantalizing dreams fade
Leaving me dead cold within
What I would not give
To be with you once more
I see no reason to fight on
There's no joy here anymore