UGHHHH. does anyone else out there hate jane? I know i do :)

so this is jane, put into her rightful place but her majesty, queen sulpicia :) MUHAHA.

SulpiciaPOV

Jane. The very name that throws me into fits of rage, the only thing i want to do to her is to gauge her eyes out, pierce my hair pins through it, then i want to tear her flesh out slowly, fiber by fiber, while letting her watch i mean when here eyes are still intact, then i want to cut her hair off slowly, and make her the ugliest person i've ever seen, not that she already isn't, but still, the idea of disfiguring her... fascinates me. yes, i just used Aro's catchphrase. Fascinating, Isn't it?

My train of thought was interrupted when Aro's lips melted into mine. Subconsciously I register myself being carried from my art room to our bedroom. His lips never left mine as he set me down onto the bed, then he removed my jacket and spooned me under our thick warm duvet.

" Sully? Earth to sulpicia, do you read me, over." Aro says, making the statics sound of a walkie talkie at the end.

" huh? what happened? "

" Oh dear, your landing from heaven must have hurt so bad you concussed. God really should arrange better transport for his angels, or are you an archangel?" Aro smiled. He put on his silk gloves, reached for my hands and kissed my knuckles." Are you implying that I'm an angel?" I asked. " No, actually.. you're god, well, mine at least."He answers cheekily, his too-cheesy attempt at flirting with me.

I chuckled softly, then i proceeded to remove one of his gloves. I'd much rather let him hear my thoughts, i guess it was something special that we had as a couple.

Aro, i thought to him, my thoughts belong to you. You know you need not wear gloves.

" Yes, my sweet, but I respect you. You are the only person, ever, in the history of history, that I will ever ever ever not force to read. I love you, and because I do, i grant you privacy of thought."

I love you too Aro, I wish you knew how much.

Then my worst nightmare came true. I suddenly had a flash thought of my previous hate-chant regarding Jane. I knew she was his most favored guard. Even I don't know Aro well enough to know if he would react negatively or positively to this.

He sighs in depression.

" My wife doesn't trust me. What can I do to earn her trust?" Aro mutters. I could feel his heart wrenching slowly. I may not be Jasper, but I react very strongly to Aro's emotions. But only his. A pang of guilt and angst wells up in me, and painfully, I push him away. I notice there were indentations on his chest hidden beneath his white muslims. ( A/N IT'S A SHIRT! not the religion! muslims are these awesomely comfortable shirts, i have one, it's nice to sleep in.) My brows furrow in curiosity and I look up to him. He smiles and pulls his shirt off. Then i could see, over the place of his heart on his chest was a heart with the words " Sulpicia's Property" etched into it, as in the skin seemed to be dug out, and the markins were the scar.

" I would hurt myself for you Sulpicia. I would trust you with my everything." He says, his eyes tell me that he loved me so much it hurt, and his hands trail slowly from my arms to back. He pulls me into his chest where my head can rest on his scar-tattoo thingie and nestle next to his jugular. " So, tell me more about that little thought about Jane?" He prodded me, encouraging me to share more information.

" No offence, but I don't feel comfortable with the Idea of having her so close to you. It's just.." I was cut off by Aro mid sentence." It's me isn't it? You're insecure because I don't love you enough. It's my fault, and I'm so sincerely apologetic about this. Really." Sincerity resounded in his earnest eyes.

" It's not you, aro, really, I just feel that... I want to have more attention than her, I want you to keep some things personal, for me, just for me. Since she arrived I just feel like you could leave me any second, I just feel so scared.. so afraid that she might take you away from me.. " I sobbed quietly, and my nervousness made me rant.

He kept quiet, his eyes encouraged me to let out my feelings. His hands never ceased to stroke my hair, guiding me closer to him.

" And then my internal conflict takes over and tells me that I'm just being selfish, and you had the freedom to do as you like. It was me that was the problem, I did not trust you, not the other way around.. It made me feel guilty, but at the same time upset, with you. I had no rights, Ro, I'm so sorry..."

" Shh Shhhh.. hush, my love. You have every right. You can bite me. Kick me. Degrade me. I will never fight back. I will hand you my dignity on a silver plate. If you want to play the blame game, then it is both our faults. I did not love you enough, and you did express this thought to me earlier.

But what i do not understand is, why would it ever occur to you that I could choose her over.. well.. you? I mean, you're the most perfect, most beautiful and artistic and interesting person in the world! You were made for me, and I for you. You didn't have to ask me for money, or attention because you could just have it. You could have anything, everything!"

" I'm not gifted, Aro..."

Realization dawned upon him as his expression once more changed into one of supreme guilt, remorse and regret.

" It's still my fault i guess. I've placed too much attention on gifts and talents that you start thinking I would choose a talented guard over my own wife. Sulpicia, I'm so sorry. Let me explain to oyu why you are above this policy of mine.

Firstly, because I love you, you are my everything, you are the epitome of an artist, and that I admire very much. the best part is that out of all that talent you still value me over you, when rightfully you already outrank me in so many aspects.

Secondly, you understand me, as a man. You love me for me. In all my... insanity, oddness and whimsical enthusiasm. You accepted me. You listened to me talk, and you were genuinely interested and involved. You comforted me when I was upset, but you never pitied me. You gave me dignity, a man's one precious virtue. You also gave me physical pleasure. That's more of a personal level, but still we take that into account.

And lastly, because you are me. We are one, I am nothing but a husk without you. I would give up my everything for you, because you are my everything. I would forgive you in any situation, if you wanted to kick me and degrade me one day, and the next you come back to me in a mess, I would accept you, I would clean you up, and never talk about the incident again, because I know you already feel enough guilt."

I listened to his monologue, all he said was true. I did love him, he did love me, and we are one. Jane and him could never be one. It's not like anyone else in the world could stand being in the same room as aro, in solitary confinement, for more than 10 minutes anyways.

" Tell me, my love, what can i do to make it better?" He smiles, putting the previous incident behind him.

" Well... I was wondering if you would let me have my way with Jane, publicly." I flashed my perfect smile at him.

" That's my girl, I brought you up well, you match my sadistic nature. Good girl." He kissed my forehead over and over." So, when do we start this jane-torturing ceremony? should i get the guards? i'm sure caius would enjoy this. He enjoys any form of torture, except his and athenodora's of course."

" When do we start?"

" Now! "

" As you wish, My love."