This is the crappiest thing I've ever wrote. I put it in the Yugioh section, because it could also be about Seto-Kaiba. And maybe this isn't REALLY angst, but I tried. And this is actually like me and an ode to my fanfiction people, who don't know that they really helped me in ways that no one understands.
I woke up in the morning and rolled off the side of my bed
I got up and looked at it,
But decided not to make it instead
I headed towards the bathroom
To do the usual thing
While, at me, my parents were screaming,
Shouting, and yelling
I hopped into the car
With my dad along,
But he pushed me out saying he couldn't take me
And neither could my mom
As I watched him drive down the road
I knew I had to huff it,
Come rain, hail, or snow.
I walked along passing skaters, preps, and nerds
And then behind me… a voice I heard
It was a person jogging towards me,
Her face purple and red
And I stood there waiting,
To hear what she had said
When she reached me,
I saw her worried face
"Did you do last night's homework?
The exercises on page 188?"
I smiled and took out my work
From yesterday
And she thanked me
And we went on our way
The bell rang ending school and
Of course the 7th class
I searched around for my friend
But she wasn't there…alas
I walked away sadly and
Decided not to worry
And not to cry
And make my vision blurry
But then I saw her and some others
Sitting amongst the stairs
And I yelled over
Said 'Hi' 'hello' and 'Hey there'
Not once did she even look to reply
Or even to send a glare
I walked back home alone
Sadness was my tone
On the door I had to knock
And waited for mother
To open the lock
She did and didn't greet me
With 'hi' or 'how are you'
She just yelled at me
Saying there was lots of work to do
I did my chores
And did them quickly
And then
I remembered my homework
From Mr. Finley
I opened my books
And finished it at last
Then my dad called to me
Telling me to come fast
He screamed at me
For not doing something right
Called me many names and stupid
And had me crying into the night
Again, the next morning
Was my usual routine?
Then in the kitchen
Something caught my eye
And it gleamed
Something silver
And with a pointy end
I picked it up and put it
In my case of pens
During lunch as usual by myself
And then I remembered
What I had packed
From the kitchen shelf
I opened it up slowly
So that no one could see
But as fate would have it,
Some guy rammed into me
No one got hurt…thank god
And I lied on the floor
I just wanted to end it all
And fly out the school doors
Then I saw them,
A lovely group of kids
And they were laughing and talking
Sharing little skits
They saw me in the dirt
And helped me on my feet
And then they asked me if I was ok
And they didn't know
I had tried to kill myself that day
I went home again,
But this time with real friends
Who, helped me through it all
And didn't let me end
No one ever knows about life
Or where it'll go
But one thing's is certain
In my life
I'm never alone
So when you see somebody
Lonely and all alone
Don't be afraid to lighten up their tone
You might just stop
From doing something they'll regret
And they'll always be forever in your debt.
Ok so it's kinda long. So sue me. NO WAIT I TAKE IT BACK! I DIDN'T PUT A DISCLAIMER! And I am not going to. Because I don't feel like it and cuz I didn't really say anything Yugioh related…and um ok. I'm done. K so tell me what ya think.
Maybe I sound annoying cuz I sent ya guys emails and yeah maybe I thank you too much…but I can be very annoying! Lol. Oops, not suppose to laugh. This is suppose to be angst.
