Another sleepless night. You're sitting on the bed, wrapped a blanket and peered into the darkness. You do not know what time it is, but you do not need that, once again, think about him. You remember all your appointments, can imagine what would have happened if he had not gone, if you did not let him go. Another tear rolled down on your cheek, but you would not notice. You also wrapped in a blanket, go out on the balcony. Pulling out of hiding cigarettes, lights one. You did not do it for a long time, but now it is necessary. Right now, you understand how important he is for you. You do not notice it when you were together. You certainly missed when he was not around, but did not understand the importance of his presence there. And now you're standing on the balcony and smoke. You do not know how much time have passed since you are standing her, do not know how many cigarettes smoked. You want only one thing: that he's been there. You want to feel the warmth of his hot hands, to hear his voice, you want to lie down next to him and just listen to the beating of his heart. But instead you standing on the balcony alone and cursed your own pride. Now, you yourself know that your desire to be independent, not to show anyone your real emotions played a cruel joke with you. He left. You know about his new relationship, but in what he does not blame. After all, you knew perfectly well that it is difficult to love such as you. It's hard to love "Iron Lady", "The Snow Queen". But you are such. You yourself did not burn the desire to let someone into your heart. For yourself, you've all agreed to. You decided it before meeting with him. And here you see how the sun rises. Behind your thoughts again quietly flew the whole night. You're still a little stand on the balcony, collected with thoughts, and forces and, putting on a mask of indifference, ready to meet a new day ...