Okay, I REALLY need your help finding this story, it's killing me!
The story starts off with Bella coming back from a doctors appointment(?) and her mother tells Edward, "dont ask about her appointment, not today" or something like that, Bella proceeds to tell him that the doctor diagnosed her with bipolar disorder. edward thinks something along the lines of, "Shes been mentally abused, physically abused, depression, anxiety, now bipolar? What else does she have to go through?"
I know Bella is a new girl, and she is very panicky. Someone mentions her having a panic attack when Mike touches her arm in gym. She has a panic attack and edward sits her up and calls a nurse.
Edward goes over to her house and her room is covered in boxes. She has a "J" tattoo on her collarbone.
Basically she was in an abusive relationship and he raped her in March(?) then she moved to live with her mom, where Edward is.
If you have any idea please comment!
I REALLY appreciate it!