Crystal Tears
You can't just push aside what you feel. You can't just say nothing happend. Becuase it did. That is what I say to my self everyday now.
When I cry now It is a different type of feeling that you usually get when you cry. Like madness or sadness. It is love. When ever I think about you a pit forms in my stomach and the tears just fall. You can't hold it back. They are so delicate. It seams like they shatter when they touch the floor. You ask me what's wrong. I can't talk. My throat seems to swell up and the words just don't come out. I don't have anything to hold on to now. You were the only thing that my hands seemed to not slip away from. There is nothing to live for. Everything I did was for you. But I guess you never noticed that. Remeber when you used to come and say goodnight every night? I used to sink down my door and stay like that for 10 minutes everynight just saying a small prayer to keep you safe. Why did you ever stop doing that? EVerything seems so complicated now. I cry myself to sleep these days, my pillow still wet in the morning. I don't really have anyfriends anymore. I'm sorry that I have not told you why I don't speak to you, why I run away from you before you can say something or goodnight or even start crying when you ask me what is wrong. I just can't. My hand is trembling right now. And it will be a merical if I can send this to you. 3 words I have always wanted you to hear from me:
I love you
-Hermione.
Hermione some how mannaged to walk the distance up the stairs and sliped the letter underneath the boys dormitory.
~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~
I know short chap. Continue or not? Tell me. r/r please!
You can't just push aside what you feel. You can't just say nothing happend. Becuase it did. That is what I say to my self everyday now.
When I cry now It is a different type of feeling that you usually get when you cry. Like madness or sadness. It is love. When ever I think about you a pit forms in my stomach and the tears just fall. You can't hold it back. They are so delicate. It seams like they shatter when they touch the floor. You ask me what's wrong. I can't talk. My throat seems to swell up and the words just don't come out. I don't have anything to hold on to now. You were the only thing that my hands seemed to not slip away from. There is nothing to live for. Everything I did was for you. But I guess you never noticed that. Remeber when you used to come and say goodnight every night? I used to sink down my door and stay like that for 10 minutes everynight just saying a small prayer to keep you safe. Why did you ever stop doing that? EVerything seems so complicated now. I cry myself to sleep these days, my pillow still wet in the morning. I don't really have anyfriends anymore. I'm sorry that I have not told you why I don't speak to you, why I run away from you before you can say something or goodnight or even start crying when you ask me what is wrong. I just can't. My hand is trembling right now. And it will be a merical if I can send this to you. 3 words I have always wanted you to hear from me:
I love you
-Hermione.
Hermione some how mannaged to walk the distance up the stairs and sliped the letter underneath the boys dormitory.
~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~**~~
I know short chap. Continue or not? Tell me. r/r please!