Sitting alone in her room the blonde furiously writes in a small notebook only stopping occasionally to wipe tears from her red rimmed eyes. She is pretty sure that what she is writing makes little sense but she cannot make herself stop even though the clock at her beside showed an hour long past midnight. As the minutes steadily work their way through the early hours of the morning the girl fills pages of her glittery notebook, purchased years previously and forgotten until now, the thin sheets of paper became cluttered with the insides of her teenage mind.
The girl knows she should sleep soon as tomorrow she must once again slip into the false identity she has created for herself. Yet as she pours her soul into the flimsy notebook she realises how hard it will be to return to her alternate life. The life where she is content. Where she does not wish it was her mouth on the other side of those rosy pink lips, that it was her who made those emerald green eyes light up with desire, that it was her fingers running through those naturally pink locks. She knew that couldn't return to that life because she did wish all of those things.
She wanted the pink haired beauty so much that she cried herself to sleep some nights. Realising this fact as she scribbled her thoughts onto paper was worsened by the fact that she had once had her, and she had let her go. In fact, she had made her go. She was completely to blame for the fact that she no longer had her first and only love. She no longer had her, and could never have her again, because her love had found another. The only person she could never hurt, her best friend.
The new couple remained blissfully unaware of how the girl truly felt and the blonde wished she could be happy for them and their new love. Yet as the pen dropped from her hand and she drifted into a troubled sleep Ino only whispered one name,
"Sakura..."
Writing this was really hard as it is slightly based on how I was a few months ago and I was using how I felt then to imagine what it would be like for someone else as well. But never mind I'm over all that now. I know this is really short but the next chapters should be longer,Please tell me if any of it doesn't make sense because I always know what I mean and can never tell if other people do as well.