After the fall: Set after new moon. He leaves, shes pregnant. With the help of her father and friends she fights to get her life back. One month after he leaves Charlie helps Bella to wake up. This is a story of Bella's new life. A life after Edward left.
'New Life'
One months.
One long month.
Its been one month and four days since he left.
One month and four days, since I was able to breath.
After they found me in the forest they took me home to Charlie. It was raining hard but I didn't care. I was in pain. I was in shock. The doctor checked me out and told Charlie I was catatonic. Dad didn't like that and kicked him out. He tucked me in and held me until I sobbed myself to sleep.
He would hold me at night when the dreams were to much and I woke up screaming. He held me when the pain got too much and it felt like I couldn't breath. He brought me food and told me how much he cared for me. He told me stories about when I was a baby. The first time he took me fishing, how he taught me to swim... How even though I wasn't planned he loved me before he even meet me and how much he loves me know.
Charlie has been great.
The first month was the hardest. The pain in my hearth numbed, but never stopped. My soul-mate didn't love me, he didn't want me. None of the Cullen's did. He left, they all did. I loved them (all of them) and no matter what happened or happens I will always have a place for them in my heart. I will always love Edward. I gave him everything but, it didn't matter. He left and no matter how much it physically hurt, no matter how much I cry he will never return. None of them will. I was their toy and they got bored with me. He doesn't love me, so he left. He did what was right for him and I had to accepted that. It took me a month, but I was finally able to push the pain to the side and pick myself up.
I couldn't stopped living. I have my dad, and I couldn't do that to my father.
I started school a month ago, it was hard. The memories haunted the place. It was hard, but I didn't let it break me. I didn't speak, unless a teacher asked me a direct question. After they left the rumors spread. In a small town like Forks word got around quickly after they left. It was obvious I was having a hard time. Lauren and Jessica were the worst. Laurent say hateful words and spread horrible rumors. Jessica was eager to know what happened, they all were. After a week of trying she finally gave up. They both did. After that school was tolerable.
Angela was a godsend. She was the only one who truly cared. She sat with me at lunch. Her boyfriend Ben did too. Apart from Charlie they were the only ones I willingly talked to. They told me about their families I told them about my mom. We spoke about our plans for college, movies, books, music... Everything and anything. They were my best friends. They didn't let me mope around, they help distract me. At least they tried. It was hard, but they helped me a lot.
Everything came crashing down on Friday when we were hanging out at my house. We were eating pizza, watching a movie and messing around. I felt like a normal teenager for the first time in a long time. Then, my phone rang.