Disclaimer: I do not own Harvest Moon, Natsume, or any of these characters.
Author's Note: This is just a quick little thing I thought up on the spur of the moment. It's basically Nami's feelings as she leaves behind the thing she loves the most… Jack.
Wanderer
There you are, standing there facing the setting sun, your arms wrapped around another woman. How could you, after all we've done together?
I brush my red hair out of my bright blue eyes, not even conscious of the tears that are leaking down my face… Those tears, they aren't intentional, my heart is crying for us… for what could have been.
No… I pushed you away, it was my fault. It wasn't until you purposed to her that I realized how much I loved you.
I loved your crooked smile, your messy brown hair, and those deep understanding eyes… and your voice that told me your feelings.
Why did I push you away? Why couldn't I see your feelings for me? Why couldn't I accept that someone loved me just because I was me?
…I wish you all the love in my heart, Jack and Celia. I hope that… I hope that you're really happy together.
As I shoulder my satchel and walk away, I know what I'm leaving behind, but I also know that I can't fix it at all. I wouldn't be a good farmer's wife… I'm not as pretty, as smart, or as kind as Celia… I can see why you fell in love with her.
Without looking back, I'm leaving you. As I walk up this hill to be separated from you forever, I see images of what could have been… a red haired little boy, all of us laughing and smiling… a family that could've been yours and mine.
But those images could never be… After all, who could love a wanderer?
Author's Notes: Was it bad, good? Anyway, please read and review!!!!