Tell me you love me
(This is a fanfic which contains some of my friends, Midnight = Me, James= James, Alyssa =Alys, Emzie =Emily and Ryan =Ryan, this fanfic involves some true feelings and some fake, I'll let you work them out)
Midnight Ash was a normal school girl; she had long red hair, wore the average school girl outfit and attended the DWMA. It wasn't who she was that made her important, it was what she did. Midnight was a singer and song writer, she sung from her heart and her words reached people, changed people, made them realise things that before they could not see.
It was a 5am when Midnights alarm went off; she shrugged and dragged herself out of bed. She walked into the bathroom and peered into the mirror, her hair was everywhere, and slowly she turned on the tap and began to clean her teeth. Today is going to be a good day she thought, trying her best to be positive. After she cleaned her teeth she washed her face. Her mobile went off, but she ignored it and went to the kitchen where she made her morning cup of coffee. Five minutes passed till Midnight walked backed to her room with her coffee in hand. Slowly she picked up her phone and read the text it was from Emzie it said:
Morning, I'm guessing you're already awake, band practice at 7; you are going to show us the new song you've been working on right. Also have some important news to tell you. It's a secret okay. Xxx Love Emzie xxx
Great Midnight thought, she picked up her song book and flicked through till she found the page with the Title Pretend you love me, she'd been working on it for quite a while and she had put all her emotions in to it. See she had fancied this guy for months and even though she'd had other boyfriends the feeling didn't go away, every time she saw him her heart would beat faster, yet she couldn't bring herself to say a word to him. The pain of watching him with other girls was finally hitting her; he would never know how she felt. She quickly scribbled down some lines as her tears hit the page, and then she dropped the book and started to get dressed. For today's outfit she picked a black miniskirt with knee high black socks that had chibi bats on, a batman top and black chocker. Slowly she wiped her eyes getting rid of any evidence of her tears.
'This is as good as it's going to get.' she said to herself whilst looking in the mirror. Quickly she grabbed her bag, her guitar case and her song book and ran out of the apartment. I'm going to be late if I don't hurry.
She ran through the town quickly before coming to the stairs of the DWMA, she looked round to see a familiar face.
'Maka' she exclaimed before pulling the other girl into a tight hug.
'Hey, you should hurry or you'll be late to band practice and they'll blame me again' Maka said as Midnight let go of her and began to run up the stairs. Midnight hurried, she really didn't want to be late, it was the first day of their second year and today was the one year anniversary of her band Relentless Rescue. It was a matter of minutes before she reached the entrance of the school, quickly she peered at the clock, she had exactly three minutes to make it to the practice room. She ran through corridors trying not to hurt anyone, she dodged the best she could occasionally brush someone shoulder. The door was right in front of her. Yes just in time she thought as she pulled open the door. Everyone else was already there, Ryan was practice his drumming on Emzie's shoulder, she was getting ready to turn around and kick him, James and Percy were tuning their guitars, and Alyssa was setting up my mic.
'You're finally here' Alyssa said with a huge smile on her face 'can we hear the new song now pleeeeassse'. Midnight blushed as she walked up to the mic, her friends all sat down and cheered her on.
'You can do it, you're an amazing singer' Emzie cheered.
She closed her eyes and began to sing
'I can't get to sleep
It hurts remembering
Is it meant to hurt this much?
Have I lost touch?
I can't tell if this is a dream or reality
Deep inside
I know you can never be mine
Long ago I used to believe
You weren't meant for me
But times changed and so did we
Please don't ever leave
I can't control how I feel
So for one day
Pretend you love me
I don't want to relive the past
Cause time goes so fast
One minute you love me
The next you love her
Did you know you were my world?
All this pain I feel
Is for nothing
Just leave me alone
I'd rather be in the dark
Than in your arms
Look me in the eyes
Can you apologize?
Why is my love a sin?
You never understood a thing
Long ago I used to believe
You weren't meant for me
But times changed and so did we
Please don't ever leave
I can't control how I feel
So for one day
Pretend you love me
Should have known it would end this way
Cause at the end of the day
I just got tangled in you lies
It shows in your eyes
That I never meant a thing to you
What do want me to do?
Because I feel betrayed
I don't want to hear what you
Have to say
Long ago I used to believe
You weren't meant for me
But times changed and so did we
Please don't ever leave
I can't control how I feel
So for one day
Pretend you love me
I never wanted you to say goodbye
It tore me up from the inside
To know she meant more to you
Than I ever could
I hope you love her
Because it destroys my world
I'll try to not to cry another tear
But I can't let go
Even if you're with her
I can always wait
Cause we write our own fate
This is my biggest mistake
But I still love you
Will you pretend you love me?
Long ago I used to believe
You weren't meant for me
But times changed and so did we
Please don't ever leave
I can't control how I feel
So for one day
Pretend you love me' ( song was wrote by me)
Midnight looked at her fellow band mates; they were all sitting there in awe.
'Wow you've become a better song writer over the holidays' Percy commented making her blush brighter.
'Who was this written about' James asked.
'Yer that's a good point' Alyssa added.
'Errm that's private' Midnight said with a smile, I guess you'll never know she thought.
'So how bout we start making some music for this song 'Ryan commented with his normal cheeky smile'
'Let's get started' we all said in unison. Midnight sat down with Alyssa and Emzie as the boys started play some ideas they had for the theme of the tune. The girls just talked about stuff they did over the holiday.
'Why don't we have a slumber party at your house on Friday' Emzie inquired 'you can tell us all about who you wrote the song for and why'. Alyssa just nodded in agreement.
'Ok sure if that's what you want to do, we can watch more Naruto after 'Midnight exclaimed. It was another half an hour or so before the band practice finished. The guys had come up with a perfect tune and couldn't wait to see how it fit with Midnight's singing.
The rest of the day at school was uneventful all though Midnight was happy she got to spend a lot of time with her friend and weapon Alyssa it seemed as if they hadn't talked in ages.
'Hey, do you want to meet up at my house before band practice tomorrow' Alyssa asked just before the bell for the end of the day went.
'Sure' Midnight replied.
Midnight walked home slowly she thought about band practice and how he didn't even realise the song was about him. It began to rain and she took more time to think, until she realised that all her stuff was getting wet, and then she ran back to her apartment.
When she got home she went straight to her room and locked the this point tears were streaming down her face. He doesn't love me she though, she leant down and got out a small box, she opened it and picked up a shard of glass from inside. Her hands shaked as she brought the piece of glass to her wrist she made a single gash and watched as the blood spilt out. The pain seemed to disappear with her blood. She then went to cutting other places on her arms, till she felt numb. Slowly, she dropped the glass back in the box and hid it again, before crawling into her bed and closing her eyes. He still doesn't love me she thought as she closed her eyes and slipped into unconsciousness.