Would you cry ??
Many Years ago, I fell in love with you.
First I thought, you like me too, a little bit
and sometimes I would think:
He loves me too !
(because of all the thinks our friends said)
Sometimes you would be so nice
Yeah, I remember all the sweet things you said
Othertimes you would be so mean
No, I can´t forget the cruel things you said
(Did you ever regonize how happy you made me, or how much you hurt me ?)
There was a time, where I thought: We were friends
You told me many things and helped me
(When I needed it)
Months ago, you misunderstood something
you were so mean
-insulted me
-threated me
...and now you just ignore me
(Why won´t you listen to me about what really happend ?)
Look what you have done to me:
to relief from the pain you that you caused me
I started to cut my arms and my stomach...
and out of the fear to forget you sometime
I cut your name into my leg
(Would you care if you find out about that ?)
My oh so good "friends" asked about my arms
they were worried...
and you ?
You said: It doesn´t matter to me what happend to her !
(Don´t I really matter to you ?)
Now I cant stop myself to ask me:
Whoul you cry for me if I die tonight ?
I now its very sad I wrote it about me and the boy I loved for so long :-(
But lets not talk about that my english is veeeeery bad so if something is wrong pleas tell me
so I can change it :-)
bye