CuringAngelx3: Hey! I have finally updated this fanfic. You'll have to start from this chapter because I have edited it to make it better. Don't worry; it's the same story plot, just written better. (I hope)

ANDDD IM extremely sorry for not updating!

Authors note: Just so you guys don't get confused, the italics are Yumi's thoughts in this first chapter. Next chapter, the italics are Ulrich's thoughts. Then this pattern continues in the future chapters, unless there are any further changes.

Disclaimer: I don't own Code Lyoko.

Chapter 1- Reminisce of Regrets

You acted as if you loved me, but love is not that simple. We went through battles together, always succeeding. You even saved me from evil, but I never once said I loved you. Troubles come by me quickly, changes that would never be the same again, but I never thought it would have changed you. I always thought that we would be there for each other as friends, but now it is different. Was it not enough just to be friends? I just can't share my thoughts to you. I am not shy, just not ready, but am I too late?

"Hey Yumi," he said, as his brilliant brown eyes stared at her, making her want to just float in the air.

"Oh hey Ulrich, what are you up to?" she asked with a slight blush that was hardly visible.

"Well, I have something really important to ask you," he told her in a serious tone. Yumi's heart raced faster and faster, because she knew what he was going to ask. However she wasn't ready and she was scared that he would never ask her again.

Unsure of what to do, Yumi hesitantly asked, "Ulrich are you sure? Are you sure that you want to ask me?" Do you love me that much?

"Yeah, I think I'm ready," he smiled, "Don't you?" Yumi nodded her head slowly of uneasiness. "How do you think I should ask Sissi out?" he asked happily.

Those words...just crushed her, "Ww-what?" she couldn't believe her ears. How could this be?

"I know it's hard to believe, but I'm madly in love with her," he said excitedly. I want you to be happy, but I don't want to let go of you...is that being too selfish?

"Oh I see," she started to breathe heavily, fighting away her tears, "I'm sure she'll love you back, and as a friend I'll help you, okay?" she smiled a fake smile.

Ulrich was so infatuated thinking about Sissi that he didn't notice Yumi's change of tone. "Thanks Yumi, you're the best!" he yelled as he waved goodbye. Goodbye...

Everyday when Sissi comes by you, you would always push her out of the way, but today why do you leave me. Saying that you don't love me, then taking Sissi's arm and walking away. You have torn my heart, so I went after you, hoping that you'd come back for me. Then you pushed me, hard onto the ground. I stayed on the ground with tears flowing down. Now I knew how it felt when I abandoned you. I got up and called out your name, but you turned your back and kept walking. My other friends comforted me, but I need you to soothe me and love me. Don't leave me.

Far across, Yumi heard Ulrich's voice, "Hey Sissi and everyone!"

"Hi Ulrich," Sissi gleamed, looking straight at Yumi with a I win you lose grin. Yumi came towards the group as Ulrich began announcing the special "announcement".

"You guys all thought that I liked Yumi?" he paused as everyone nodded their heads, "Heck no, she's just a friend, nothing more," Now I wish that I was more then just friends...,"I'm in love with this gorgeous lady that I hold in my hand," he took Sissi's hands as she giggled. "I love Sissi!"

Nooo! Why can't you love me? "Oh, so now I'm just a friend to you?" Yumi asked coldly, "And nothing more, right?"

"Hey, it isn't like that, but you know I love Sissi more than you, right?" he asked, "I mean isn't it obvious? She's my girl!"

"But, what if she isn't right for you, what if you won't be happy with her?" She asked him, "What if I won't let you love her?" I'm sorry, I'm selfish...

All of a sudden, Yumi felt a hard and painful shove across her shoulder, "DON'T EVER SAY THAT, DON'T YOU DARE SAY THAT YOU WON'T LET ME LOVE HER!" he screamed, "I thought you were my friend, and would always understood my decisions. I guess I was wrong." How come everything is going the opposite of my dreams?

Ulrich turned his back at Yumi and walked away with Sissi, hand in hand. Yumi saw this and began to cry out, "Ulrich, please come back! I have something important to say." Ulrich looked back at her for the last time and just turned away once more, ignoring her. "I love you," she whispered, but Ulrich was far gone and did not hear her words. I wish words can fly...because these special words must fly to reach you...

"Yumi are you okay?" Jeremie and Odd asked together.

"Yeah I'm fine," she lied," I just want to go home."

"Do you want Jeremie or me to walk you back home?" Odd asked her, hoping that soothe his friend.

"No thanks Odd," Yumi tried to smile.

"You sure?" Jeremie insisted.

"Yeah." Nothing can heal me now...

"Okay Yumi, Odd and I'll see you tomorrow!"

"Okay, Goodbye you guys!"

I walked back home still wet with tears, hoping that this would have been a nightmare. I tried to wake up, but everything was reality. I now know the truth, you never loved me. I ran to my room and sat on my bed. I should have told you the truth that I had always loved you, but now I am to late. Nothing can change my regrets, as much as I really want it to...its impossible...Love and its complexity...it's so hard to understand...If only you were here with me...That would change everything...

Yumi went home, and through her misery, she began to think that Ulrich had never loved her. The intensity of her love also brought her anger, however she could not change what had happen in the past. Is it all over?

RING! RING! Yumi's phone began to ring, not knowing that an adventure would lead her to a tragic story. "Hello?"

"Hey Yumi, Come quickly a tower's been activated in Lyoko." Jeremie told her.

"Alright Jeremie, I'm on my way."

I arrived at the factory waiting for you, but you would not appear. I waited for hours, but still I could not see your face. When I asked Jeremy what caused you not to come, I wished I had never asked him.

"He never told you? Is he still mad?"

"He never told me about what?" Yumi asked impatiently.

I found out that you had gone on a date with Sissy. I did not believe what Jeremy had said, so I went to the park where Jeremy had told me where you'd be.

Yumi ran towards the park...denying the possibilities...

I ran faster, knowing that it could not possibly be true. Then I saw you and Sissy at the park, smiling at each other. Tears sprang from my eyes and I knew I could not possibly live any longer.

"Oh my gosh, Yumi! You're so mean; you interrupted my date with Ulrich dear!" Sissi told her in a snobby way.

"I didn't come to see you; I came to tell Ulrich something, ok?" I asked her.

"No way, you already wasted enough time for us," Sissi said, as she turned towards Ulrich again.

"Anyway, Ulrich! We-e..."

"I'm busy, bother me later!" Ulrich interrupted Yumi.

"Fine! I HATE YOU!" Yumi screamed. I love you

I ran away from you, hoping to never see you again. You called after me, but I kept running. I never had the chance to say I loved you, but now it is impossible to say anything to you, because I know that you will never love me...

Curingangelx3: Alright, hope you like the new version! Review me! Oh and I'll fix the next chapters soon and post new ones!