Hey guys so this is my second one/two shot. I'm almost done with finals and summer is almost here !*squeals* so since I'm so happy about it I decided that it's time for another Kuroshitsuji. Enjoy !

The worst part is I let you control my thoughts. I felt you were everything. MY everything. My confidant, my best friend, the love of my life. Why did You lie ? Why was anything you fucking said a joke ? You'll always be by my side ? I guess that was a lie too... Because you tried to kill me. You tried to end my new life before it began and you failed.

You didn't do it correctly. And I'm unfortunately still alive. I wish I was in hell so I could take you with me. But now I realized that I am in hell. For as long as I live. Call me silly. I am a fool you ass. You put me in this situation. You could've said no. Why didn't you ? You fucking bastard !

Why ?! This could've stopped me. I could've fucking taken it. I hate you. With the last bit of my soul that might be in my body I'll Hate You. For the rest of eternity... I'll hate you.

You made a promise to me. You were supposed to protect me. You were supposed to raise me and care for me only like you knew how. I was yours. But as soon as I end up like this.

You shunned me away.

Forgot who I was .

Tried to end what never began.

You wanted to cut me off. To kill the light before it was awoken in me. You wanted me sheltered and in a cage so you could keep me as an obedient pet. I swear to you I will not bark because I am the master of MYSELF, and YOU.

You will not control me. You do not own me. It's the other way around. I'm not scared of you anymore and I won't ever be again. Because I'm just like you now. And that means that I'm something you can't break. Your mine dearest Sebastian. You are MY knight after all. MY pawn that I only need until you are finally thrown away as well.

"Forsake the future, sacrifice your dreams, while stained with deep despair, elude the past, fight the reality, and never relinquish your nobility. Just like that, Young Master. That is the soul I wish to consume."

Remember that ? I used to be the one you loved the one you wanted to protect, even if I was just a meal. And now that I'm like this... I'm nothing to you now.

But that's ok.

Yes, children can be quite demanding about their games indeed .

And until I put down my final card down I haven't lost yet.

Because you see Sebastian my throne has yet not crumbled.

So until then you are to follow me within the depths of hell.

Forever.