thinking (though, i might forget to do that)
normal
"talking"
(me talking) (which i wont do often)
XxX AMU'S POV XxX
Again. This has been happening nearly every week. I thought I made the right decision in choosing Tadase. Or should I say, TadaGAY. Every night, he comes home late with hickeys, bite marks, and he's 'glowing' more than usual. And I don't think it was a women, considering a man always drives him home.
It's been about year since we got married. And about a year since the worst mistake of my life.
~XxX4 months before the weddingXxX~
"Amu, w-will y-you m-m-m-marry me?" omg.
"Tadase-kun..... YES!"
I can't believe it! After a year of dating him, he finally proposed to me! I feel like I'm going to die! Ikuto will never believe it! I'm sure he'll be happy for me even, if he doesn't like Tadase. He's still my best friend, and will be happy for me. Right?
I was at Ikuto's front porch, just DIEING to show him and utau the rock tadase gave me. I knocked, nearly banging, on the door until someone opened the only thing standing between me and my best friends. Utau was the one to open the door. She had blonde hair in pigtails, and was wearing a black T-shirt with white lining, that went down to knees. She had a confused expression, probably wondering why I was standing on her porch, banging on her door at 11 o' clock at night, Still in my dress from dinner with Tadase.
I told her what happened. Though i was so excited, she seemed kinda sad. I didn't know why, but I don't really care either. I was to busy 'squeeeeeeling'.
That's when we heard footsteps from the stairs. It was Ikuto.
"What's all the noise about? I'm trying to sleep." He was definitely tired.
"Amu's getting married. To Tadase."
"....."
Is it just me or did they seem..... upset?
~Ikuto's POV~
I was sleeping 'till I talking and 'squeeeeling'. It sounded like Amu. my Amu. So I went downstairs to see what was going on.
"What' all the noise about? I'm trying to sleep."j
"Amu's getting married. To Tadase."
"......" That was all it took to make my world come crashing down. I might as well kill myself now. But I won't. I know it will only make Amu sad. And I will never do that to her. Not as long as I live.
"Congratulations! I'm so happy for you, Amu" The only thing I can do now, is support her. And when the day comes that Tadase can't make her happy any longer... I will be there. Thats the only thing I can do.
She smiled at me with that brilliant smile of hers' , followed by that blush that has inspired so much.
I listened as Utau and Amu were talking about the wedding. Utau is 'Brides Made'.
As I listened to their conversation, I couldn't keep the frown off of my face. Listening to excitement and joy about getting to Tadase. And not me. I don't know how I will be able to hold up, but I will. for Amu. MY Amu.
~Amu's POV~
When I finally left their house and got home, I finally realized how tired I was. It's one in the morning. that's probably why I'm so tired. hee hee. duh!
That was when I finally drifted off to sleep, not realizing who i was hurting. Or what was going to happen next.
~XxXpresent timeXxX~
"Now just sign here.... and here...... and your all set. You are now EX - Husband and Wife."
The man smiled at me while i walked out of the room. I smiled quickly followed behind me.
"Amu, I'm really sorry. I know what I did was wrong, and I just wanted to-"
"-Tadase! please, just - just don't talk to me for awhile. ok?"
He was barely audible when he whispered "I'm sorry" once again. I pretended not to notice.
I walked out of the divorce attorney law office, (i didn't know what else to call it) and that's when I saw him. Leaning against a tree like that was his usual hangout spot. He looked up at me and gave me a reassuring smile. I returned it. He was the only man who ever truly cared for me
IKUTO
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snowing: yay! my first fanfic! I'll make sure I update somewhat frequently.
Ikuto: you better! I want lots of Lemon with Amu
Amu: What?! eto.....
snowing: anyway, I finished this at 3 o' clock in the morning. so i gotta get to bed. I don't like disclaimers, so I'll do it this one time, and it will count for the entire story. Ahem! I DO NOT OWN SHUGO CHARA!
please review! hope you liked it!