'This will be the last time'
I sit upon the wall, looking over the moon. The color of the moon matches the color of his smooth skin. I think of those eyes, which have held such sadness and anger over these years. Since that first night.
'Level: End' it sounds so horrible, so evil, but alas, it's the truth and this is what will come of him.
His end.
My end.
The end.
I sit and think. I look upon the gun in my lap. I run my finger over the cold steel and the indentures in it. Such a name for a gun, for much a horrid fate, but it fits.
Bloody rose.
The chain is heavy upon my chest, but I keep it near, even if it
would hurt him, it's still a part of him that I hold with me. He gave it to me to end his torment. To be his end, so that his won't come. So the monster won't take over... but another beast is settling within him, I can feel it. His touch is colder, that rare smile is not seen anymore. It is locked away, he says. Alongside his humanity, but I know he is only trying to protect me. He knows of my feelings for him, and I know of the ones he holds for me, but sin is sin. Forbidden. By choices, by laws, by protection.
'Perfect'
I am a perfect, a guardian. I protect, even myself, but should I have to with him?
'Forbidden Act'
That is what he calls it as he pushes me away, and just how long can he push me away? No one knows him as I do. He lets his mask down, he laughs, he smiles, he loves with me. Why does he continue to lock himself away. So lonely up in his own mind.
As I think there thinking, the moon catchs my attention and I do believe I see the answer. I have to jump for the moon, if I want it in my hand. I hop down and walk upon that fimiliar path towards his dungeon, his cell, his room, his heart.
'I will be his, he will be mine'