I was watching New Moon with Ali, then all of a sudden this idea popped into my head. We were talking about how Edward should have never left if he loved Bella, so why did he?
The official Eclipse trailer is OUT! Go watch it! I screamed when I saw it, and my brother thought that I was like, being murdered so he ran in with the baseball bat. So make sure you got a pillow to hide your screams of enjoyment...
Chapter 1: Memory
It's been 3 months since the love of my life left me. Alone on the forest floor, not capable of doing anything anymore. I didn't even care about anything anymore. Nothing else mattered. Why would it? I mean, they were gone now.
I missed Alice, the shopping hyper pixie best sister I ever had friend. I could always talk to her about everything. And she would always watch out for me.
I missed Emmett and his bear hugs, making me not able to breathe sometimes. I miss all of his pranks and jokes about mine and Edward's romance in our life.
I missed Jasper, how he would always calm me down when I needed it, and always helped me. I didn't care if it was from a distance.
And truth to be told, I even missed Rosalie. I knew that we were probably never going to be on the best of terms, but I guess that whatever we had before was better than nothing at all.
I could now feel the tears ready to fall now, but I held them back. I didn't cry anymore, that was even to much work. When school came, I usually ditched unless I heard there was an important test coming up.
Even though I wasn't doing anything anymore, I still wanted to keep up with my grades. I needed an education, and I know that I desereved one. Everyone does.
That's how Carlisle got to be a doctor. I missed Carlisle. He was like a second dad to me. Well, a dad that knew what to do when I was sick.
And I missed Esme, the mom that everyone wants. It was nice having her around to be like a mom when I was here, and Renee was in Jacksonville.
And last, I missed Edward. I missed the feeling of completeness when I was with him. We both fit together like puzzle pieces, and we both knew that.
He said he could easily distract himself. He told me I would forget about him eventually. I knew I couldn't do that. Even if someone wiped my brain, I bet you I would still be able to know what he did to me.
I wanted to know the reason of why he left. Was it really because he thought he put me in danger? He's putting me in even more danger than he was before. What happened with Jasper was nothing compared to how he left me now.
Him leaving hurts twice as hard. Knowing that they were never going to come back was even harder.
"Bella, Jacob is here." Charlie said opening my door. Why was he here?
"Hey Bells." He said walking in with his hands in his pocket. I didn't respond, just looked at the chipped paint falling off the wall. He sighed and sat down on my bed. "Bella, you should go outside for a while, get some air."
"Why would I do that?" Jacob was getting boring now. He's been hanging around with Sam to much. Werewolves. Right.
"Because it's not right of what he did to you Bella. You need to move on. You can find someone better than him."
"I can't move on. You can't move on if your still in love with that person." I said, standing up now, my legs almost giving out at the sudden movement in weeks.
He noticed my unbalance. "Go for a walk. I need to go meet up with Sam." He almost growled at me.
"You can't tell me what to do Jacob, I happen to be 2 years older than you." I said putting my hands on my hips. He can't just boss me around like that. If only he really knew.
"You might be older than me, but who is being the mature one about this?" He said, and with that he left, slamming the door. Jacob was probably not going to be near here for a while. I sat back down in that seat again, for what seemed like the only thing I could do now.
I saw that it was getting dark out. And I knew that it was time to make my escape. As Charlie left, saying that he had to work the nightshift yet again, I grabbed my bag and went out the door.
I walked for what seemed like miles up the passageway. The trees were engulfing me it felt like, trying to scare me away. You could hear the night life in the distance, getting ready for the morning to come. Not knowing what would happen next.
I pushed the door open. Still looked the same as it did 3 months ago. The furniture was now wrapped up in white sheets, and you could see dust on them now. I never thought that this place would be one of dust. I uncovered the object in the far corner. One that I would always know.
The piano.
It was still sleekly black, nothing not tuned right. Only one person could play this with pride. So beautifuly, so uniquely formed melody as the keys were swiftly played, sounding more like more than two hands played.
But that was then. And this was now.
I wrapped my arms around myself. It was to know that I was going to stay in one piece. I took a deep breath, and slowly walked the grand steps. It was like my feet controlled how I was walking, knowing the hallway and how different each doorframe was.
I put my hand into the door frame. Feeling how the cold wood under my hands would never compare to the coldness of them. Him.
I sat down on the floor near the window, bring my knees up to my chest as I wrapped my arms around myself yet again. I remembered the first time I had seen him, walking into the cafateria. Looking like a Greek God of some sort.
I remembered how he would run his hand through his hair when he was stressed. I also remember when he left me, in the woods. To fall apart. He had left me on the trail for a reason, but idiotic me had to try and follow him.
I remembered how he recited Romeo and Juliet to me in the back of the classroom, holding my hand under the table so no one could see. Remembered how he would look at me. With what I thought was love. I guess it wasn't.
I sat in the same spot, thinking about the time before he left. Then a thought came into my head. What he had said before we had watched the movie. After Alice said happy birthday Bella, and after Jasper stole her away. "You can't trust vampires. Trust me."
You can't trust vampires.
You can not trust vampires. Vampires...
Trust me.
How could I believe this? I shot up, running down the steps and tripping but catching myself, racing out the front door. I ran back to my house, went back inside and stopped inside my room. Grabbing all the cash and closthes I could stuff into the bag, then running down into the kitchen.
Moving into the kitchen, gradually leading up to the drawer with paper and pen. Writing a note that I probably would not be back in a long time, and that I needed to be safe. Saying that I would take as much punishment as he wanted when I get back home.
Starting up the old truck, the engine scaring me from me not hearing it in so long, I backed up into the dreadfully long road to Forks airport. Now all I needed to do was find everyone. If I was a vampire, where would I go to get away from a human...
Oh theres to many places. I wish I just knew where they were. I stopped at a red light, impatiently waiting for it to turn green again. I turned to my left to see a huge poster illistrating a penguin with car insurence. What does that have to do with a penguin?
Penguins. In the zoo. In the Arctic. "Edward hates Tanya Denali, she lives in Alaska." I heard Alice's voice in my head from the night she had stolen me away from Edward. Alaska.
I heard a honk of the car behind me, stepping on the gas and going 90 miles until I got to the airport. The truck had heaved itself up the hill after going that fast for so long, then when I parked it it died out on me. I slammed the door shut and ran into the airport.
When I got up to the front desk, the lady looked a me strangly. I must have looked awful but I didn't care. "I need a ticket for the next available plane ride to Alaska," I said out of breath. She stared at me but turned away and typed something in onto the computer.
"The next available flight is on Sunday," she said, grabbing some papers. I could not wait 2 days! I threw my hands into my pockets and grabbed the 2 thousand dollars that I had stored up. I gave her eight hundred and her eyes got big. She typed something else into it and handed me a ticket.
I rolled my eyes and ran onto the plane. I sat down in my seat near the window, gribbing the small bag I had. Why doesn't this plane move fast enough! When it started to go upward I finally felt something hit.
What if he didn't want me back? What if they all didn't want me back? Maybe he found someone else, no don't think that. Or maybe he found some other human to hang around with...
Those were the last thoughts I could comprehend before I fell into blackness.
When I woke up we were already descending. I yawned and looked out the window. I could see the mountains and the lakes all around, then you could see a small island for where we were suppost to land.
I ran off, getting out of that airport and looking around. I stopped when I got outside, the cold air hitting my uncovered arms. I started shivering but that didn't stop me. I needed a car. And fast. I looked around and saw a car off into the distance. I ran to it, and smiled.
"Does everyone leave there keys in the car in Alaska?" I muttered to myself as I threw open the doors. "You see? Never do what I am doing now." I said.
I started up the car, noticing how silent it was. It purred to life as I stepped on the gas. Three minutes into driving it and then I finally noticed. "Where am I going?" I said aloud.
A wave of nausea hit me but I held it in, taking deep breaths. I decided to look for the nearest hospital to see if Carlisle was working there. There was a little hope in me that I was going to see my family again.
As I spotted the nearest hospital, I turned into the parking lot that was very full. I stepped out of the car only to trip but catch myself. I walked into there to see that it was a very big hospital. There was about 10 storys on the building above, so I was guessing that this was the only one near here.
I held my breath after I smelt blood from the person on the side of me. I walked up to the reception desk to be met by a teenager. He turned his head up to me and looked nervous. I smiled in a friendly gesture, not really caring. "Can you tell me if Dr. Carlisle Cullen works here?"
He gulped as I spoke and blinked a couple of times. He looked like he was going to faint. "Um.. I ca-an't say... Who's asking?" He said. Yeah right like he couldn't tell me.
"Bella Swan." I said. He went to the computer, looking up Carlisle's name. When I heard a bing meaning that there was a match, I jumped then smiled. He turned back to me. "He is in his office now."
"And where is his office, exactly?" I said, smirking at him. "I can not tell you that, miss." He said in a low voice. It was actually quite funny... but then I got serious. I looked at his name tag.
"Mark, could you please tell me?" I said, twirling a peice of my hair around on my index finger. He gulped again as I leaned onto the desk.
"He- he's in room 214, 4th floor." He said rushly then his eyes got huge. I smiled sweetly and then turned to go to the stairs. I never liked elavaters after I saw what an old one looked at back in Pheonix. It looked like with the simplest of weight it would fall.
How long were these steps? I've been walking for almost 5 minutes now and it finally says "Welcome to the Second Floor!" This was going to take a while.
20 minutes later of walking upward I finally made it up. And the door said 132. What was wrong with this place! As I wrapped my arms around myself and walked down the hallway, I saw a lot of elders sitting and watching the same thing on the news.
Some killer was loose out in here. Perfect.
210. Only four more. If he is not in his office I would scream. And as I looked into his room, I had noticed that it was empty. I turned towards the wall, hitting my head on the door frame.
"Do you want to get a concussion, Isabella?" A voice came from behind me. I groaned and turned up then smiled. Carlisle was standing there in a white uniform, looking the same as he did before.
This was Carlisle. What if they didn't want me back? I blushed, taking a step back. He chuckled. "I'm not going to bite." He said, "Nice choice of words..." and with that he hugged me. But when he pulled back, his eyes seemed different. "Bella..."
I could feel the tears coming now, and finally I let them spill over. He moved me into his office, setting me down gently in the chair. The door opened after a moment, and a small blure of black and blue gathered me up into her arms.
"Alice..." I whispered into her. It was great to have her back. She whispered things into my ears that I didn't understand. I wrapped my arms around my stomach. She pulled back.
"Why didn't I see this coming?" She wondered as she stroked my hair, still holding onto me. I shook my head and looked down. "You can't see werewolves..." I mumbled but she heard me very clear. She put her hand on my stomach gently.
"Jacob, did this?" She choked out, then had an angry look in her eyes. "The next time I see him he is going to be a dead dog!"
"Alice, don't...please." I begged, standing up and wiping my tears away.
"What happend?" She said suddenly.
So I told her. I sat and cried into her arms as I told her of what he had done to me. How he used me until he got what he wanted, and then dumped me on the side of the road. He had taken my innocence away from me. And that was something that I did not want him to do.
"I swear, when the rest of the family hear this, there going to track down the dog." I heard Alice state before I cried myself to sleep. When I woke up I was on a white couch in a house I did not know. I sat up straight but when I saw Alice I relaxed.
"This is where you live now?" I whispered to her as she t showed me to the bathroom. She nodded and pointed to a door. "Get washed and then come down. We need to have a talk." She said and handed me close. She smiled and kissed me on the cheek.
After I washed my hair and had pressed my fingers to my stomach to keep morning sickness away, I walked down the stairs slowly. When I reached the bottom I was met by everyone, except for Edward.
And that did not shock me. Alice had said that he had went away about a week ago and was due home in 3 days.
I blushed as I walked down the steps, my hands wrapping around me as I reached the bottom. I saw Alice come skip down the hall from somewhere, then come towards me. She grabbed my arm and down the hall into a different room.
"Oh come on Bella!" I heard Alice say as I finally saw them.
"Bella."
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