Martin Zigmarl by blackdragonflower
Summary: Martin Zigmarl's last thoughts before he fights Ryuho. He thinks about his only child, Elian. Short one-shot. No pairings intended!!!
Characters belong to s-CRY-ed by Sunrise Inc.
Rated: PG [K
A/N: Martin's POV
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I can't be sure anything I've done is truly right, or wrong. I can only say that I am human, that I am an alter user. I can only pray that my son can come to fogive me for what I'm about to do, and what I've put him through. I've placed a large burden on his shoulders, the information most adults weren't able to handle. That information was handed down onto a small child's shoulders. For that, I am ashamed. I will confront Ryuho, get him to realize his power, the power he refuses.
I am no longer Martin Zigmarl commander of HOLY, I am simply Martin Zigmarl, a man, a father. The last hope for the Lost Ground is for Ryuho to realize the power he has inside and to let it free. Ryuho and Kazuma, it's up to them. Elian, my son, I can only pray for your safety. Urizane should take good care of you Elian. I know I haven't been the best father for you, and you were never really able to live out a childhood. I wanted you to have the most human experiances as possible, joy, happiness, maybe even love. I wanted to give you the fatherly love you needed, but it seemed as if we both never had the time.
Elian, you were the most loyal of all my men, the hardest worker. You are such an amazing person, and your alter is such a wonderful gift. Never look at it as a burden Elian, it sets you apart. I could always count on you Elian as a worker, but I would give up everything if you could just be a son and you never had to see the hurt and suffering of the Native Alters we send to the mainland. You are a truly amazing child Elian, cloned or not. I'm proud of you Elian Zigmarl always have, always will be.
The lights seem bright as I enter the room where I will await Ryuho. I'll say this last simple prayer for you Elian. I pray for your success, your safety, and for your future. All I ask in return is that you forgive me for all I've put you through.
Elian Zigmarl, I love you and I'm proud of you my son, but this... must be done.