Alone
disclaimer: Everything belongs to Stephenie Meyer, the greatest author in the history of forever! I own nothing!! (not legally, anyway)
Dedication: This story is dedicated to my bff Olivia! I love you, Livy! You are amazing and you always will be! I love you!!! XD
He was gone. He was really gone.
The one person who made me open my eyes to life. The person who taught me how to love. The person who could kill me so easily...
was gone.
He left me all alone; withering away on the forest floor. Nothing could top this kind of pain. The pain of loneliness.
I thought it was all a nightmare. That we would come rescue me from myself. I thought that he would be there when I woke up.
If I woke up.
At that moment, I knew that I was never going to wake up. This was real. The pain was real. My Edward leaving me was real.
Why? What did I do? Everything was spinning, like I was in the worst fair ride you could ever imagine. The type that made you sick, that made you want to quit and die right there.
That was my life now.
I was torn to pieces. Everything that was, or ever would be was gone. Like he had just hopped up, and had taken it all with him.
And he did.
The pain I felt was unbearable. As time past by, I pictured his flawless face. I knew it would just bring me pain, but I did it anyway. It was the only thing keeping me going right now.
The only thing worth living for.
Tears had become a natural response for me, considering that now all I had left to do was cry. As I lie there, motionless and wounded, rain started to fall from the dark sky above the green tree tops.
Then I couldn't tell if I was crying or not.
I stayed frozen for the longest time, wishing there was some way to bring my angle back. I wanted him more than I had ever wanted anything in my life; more than I would ever want anything in my life.
And he was gone.
He had promised me he would stay; but yet he went. He disappeared like a dream that you never wanted to wake up from. The kid of dream you tried and tried to remember, but no matter how great, it kept slipping away.
But the hurt was still there in it's place.
He had left me broken, he had left me dead.
Even though I knew that he didn't want me anymore, I couldn't help but want him. I had nothing else to live fore.
And I stayed there, motionless, on the wet, cold ground of the place I had met my Edward.
And the place where my Edward had left me.
Okay, I know this is sad. But I just wanted to write something a little different. I wanted to write about how Bella was really feeling when Edward left her. I know it's shorter than my usual stories, too. It's just that I am in a study hall and I only have like, 2 minutes left... I HOPE YOU GUYS LIKED IT!! AND I HOPE OLIVIA LIKED IT!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! thanks for reading! r&r please!!!
love,
smiley =D