I woke up screaming remembering the night I was taken by Victoria the smirk on her face when I struggled, the way she played with me promising I'd be free if only I had the guts to kill her sink my teeth into the one victim I had never knew but of course most newborns would jump at the chance… if only I were a Newborn and not a reversed version of a monster that I longed to be most vampires would wish they had the power I had to be able to only be affected by their poison when I like to not have to feed on the blood of living things. "Come on why won't you kill her" I can't I studderd why can't you I shouted back I know it was stupid of me to yell because the way I heard my hands crack still freaks me out but I had to ask " I just can't " she yelled "but why me? get one of your new borns to do it?" " No their to sloppy plus they know my scent" she gabbeld quickly regretting that she let out more than she attended to " who? " I questioned but never got an answer.
She brought me back obviously pissed at me but she couldn't really do any thing , seeing as she was afraid of my guardian. Having Aro as a guardian is kind of ok but having to hear the screams of his latest meal disgusted me he just wanted me to observe to see how I reacted to a human scent , to a fight between two slaves. I never slip ,my mind is made up I won't show him my power he knows of course but I won't break even when Jane trys to break me I let the pain overpower me but Aro always makes her stop before she can finish me off I wish she would just kill me instead of play with my mind.
I don't know who it was Victoria wanted me to kill but her scent was certanitly strong . Some times when I decide to go down stairs of the castle I over hear them talking about a family called "The Cullens" sometimes I wish I could be one of them the way they talk about them is so interesting especially Carlisle the way they talk about him makes him sound so understanding"
Elizabeth