well thank to yukikyo my story seem to have more sence hehehe... well i have though of giving up this story because I think my story is so boring and my enhglish is so bad but after I read the edited versin that yukikyo did I think I will do my best to contineu this story...

Shuichi is a successful singer in a band name Bad Luck, but his love life is
still as miserable as ever because Yuki is still so cold to him. Even though
he knows that Yuki cares for him he thinks Yuki will never love him. Because
of that he started to concentrate more on his career. Even after Bad Luck
became the top band in Japan the wall between him and Yuki grew bigger. One
day after practice Shuichi came home to find Yuki in the arms of a beautiful
girl.

"Yuki who is she?" asked Shuichi, sadness very apparent in his voice. He
couldn't understand why Yuki would leave him for this girl.

"She is my girlfriend." Yuki explained, barely looking at his former lover.

Shuichi's eyes widen with fear, awe, sadness and disbelief when he heard Yuki
speak.

" What about me? Aren't we together?" Shuichi said with tears in his eyes
unable to believe that Yuki would do this to him.
"We should break up our. I don't think our relationship is working and I don't
think I love you anymore, or maybe I never did." Yuki told him, with no
emotion in his voice.

This was the first time Yuki had said that he didn't love Shuichi. It hurt the
pink haired boy so much that it felt as if his heart was breaking into a
thousand pieces much like the breaking of a mirror.

'My heart hurts so much, how could Yuki do this to me after all we've been
through.' Shuichi asked himself.

Even with his breaking heart Shuichi wanted Yuki to be happy because he still
loved him.
"I understand if this is what you want, I just want you to be happy." Shuichi
said while smiling sadly, trying to keep the tears from spilling over. He
wanted to show Yuki that he could be strong.

Yuki's eyes widen when he saw that smile and it felt like his own heart was
breaking
After their conversation Shuichi packed his things even though Yuki said he
could still stay for a while. Shuichi would feel like a third wheel, being in
the apartment that Yuki would share with his girlfriend. He wanted to leave so
it would be easier on both of them. Yuki's girlfriend was Todo Sakura a super
model and singer. She was smart and beautiful and the two of them looked
amazing together, like a prince and princess. Shuichi thought Yuki loved
Sakura because they did all the things he wanted to do together. Shuichi
wanted to go on a date, have a vacation in some romantic place and watch
movies together. There was no doubt in his mind that Yuki did these things
with Sakura. It made him depressed to know that they were doing things he
never got to do with Yuki. He feels Sakura is taking his place, but will be
able to make Yuki happy, even though he couldn't. That's why Shuichi was
leaving.

After a month Sakura had become more successful than Bad Luck. Everyone was in
love with Sakura including Hiro and Suguru. Shuichi didn't know what to do as
it seemed like no one cared or liked him anymore as no one bothered to pay
much attention to him. Instead all their attention went to Sakura, even when
the band practiced for an hour. Sometimes Hiro, Suguru and Sakura would
practice together. Shuichi decided that since everyone including his fans
didn't seem to like him anymore he would just quit. The pink haired boy didn't
fully understand why the decision had come so easily this time when before it
had been very hard. This was the first time he had given up and it was an
empty feeling. But he had been feeling that a lot lately. There was no one in
his life that cared for him anymore, he was all alone.

It seemed like he didn't have any reason to sing anymore. To add more stress
and problems to his life, every night he would dream of his past, dreams he
couldn't quite remember when he woke up but the emotions would linger long
after he had woken up. He felt sadness, sorrow and sometimes happiness but
that wasn't very often. Shuichi feels it could be the memories he's
suppressed for he can't remember his forgotten memory, he can't remember
anything before the Shindou's adopted him and when he is 15 years old. He felt
it was time for him to search for this memory as it may help him to forget all
about Yuki and the sadness he felt.

Shuichi meet Hiro when he was 16 and they became friends. But even then
Shuichi never told Hiro that he lost his memory. He didn't want his friends
pity, he wanted to move on and live a happy life. That was the reason why he
didn't know many things because he forgot everything. Because of these people
think he's stupid. But the Shindou family says that he is a genius because it
only took him a year to learn how to read and write and he learned many things
easily. It's the family
secret that he was only adopted so he could have a peaceful life. Shuichi is
thankful to have them as they always support him no matter what.
So before he searched for his memory he say goodbye to them.

"Father, Mother and Maiko thank you for everything you've done for me. I will
never forget all of you . When I remember my past I will come back. But don't
worry I will write letters to all of you letting you know I'm ok. I love you
very much." Shuichi explained, tears in his eyes at having to say goodbye to
the family that's raised him.

Shuichi knew that when this was over, when everything was over his family
would still welcome him with open arms.

"Take care of yourself Shuichi! Eat plenty of fruits and vegetable and don't
forget to brush your teeth before you go to sleep" his mother said with tear
in her eyes. She didn't really understand why her son was leaving to find
himself, yet she would always love him and that's all that mattered.

" Dear, Shuichi is old enough to take care of himself. Try not to worry, I
know he will come back to us." his father said, tears also in his eyes. He
wasn't as emotional as his wife, yet seeing his son leave to go search for his
memories was ** him.

"Just take care and don't forget to buy me a gift when you come back, I know
you will" Maiko said while smiling. She loved her older brother for he always
brought her gifts whenever he went away somewhere. She was only 12 and too
little to understand that Shuichi was embarking on a mission to find himself
and his memories that he wasn't going on a vacation or tour.

Shuichi didn't bother saying goodbye to anyone else for it seemed like they
didn't care about him anyway so they wouldn't miss him when he was gone. He
handed over his resignation letter to his family so they could give it to NG 1
a week after he left.

thanks for reading please review.. if many reader review it will really help me to write the next chapter... thank you so much