I was surprised. I had always thought that death, would scare me. But now, here i was staring death in the face and the only emotion that i was capable of passing on was unsurpassed happiness. I knew that even if i did'nt live, he would! I knew he was one hundred miles away, and that once they were through with me, he would be safe! I thought and thought about what an idiot i was being...how stupid and worthless it was to die for a boy that would never love someone as horrifyingly plain as you the way you love him! But no matter how many times i said it to myself i could never bring myself to believe it. He was the first and last person i would ever truly love. Suddenly, i was filled with unconntrollable pain. I fell to the ground with a hard and dramatic thunk! And then i knew it would soon be over. I could here those poetic words in my head "better to have loved and lost, than to have never have loved at all!" These words were true! Even though i was about to die for him i would still be better off than if i had never loved him at all. Then as i was slowly losing consciousness, i saw it...the face of an angel! then i forced the words out of my mouth before he could even speak, dont worry jasper...I love you too!"