Me: Okay Amaya, you are in this story as a very powerful thingy. Okay?
Amaya: Thingy? WHAT THE HECK!! I AM NOT A THING!!
Me: Fine. Girl. Happy now?
Amaya: Okay!
Me: Oh, and you like Sesshomaru.
Amaya: -blush- As in, Rin's Sesshomaru? As in Fluffy?
Me: Yep!
Amaya: -blushes more- OMG!! -faints-
Me: Heh. I knew she'd be embarrassed. She also gets premotions like the real Amaya. I do not own Inuyasha or Sesshomaru or Jaken or Rin or Ah-Un or Kagome or Kanna or Hakudoshi or Shippo or Sango or Kohaku or Naraku or Kagura or Kikyo or Miroku or Amaya or Evanescence or Nightwish -goes on and on-
Amaya sighed, tears welling in her eyes, Why does everyone hate me? What have I done? She looked toward the moon, Would they love me if I was a human… The tears fell down her cheeks. The moon's light comforting her. She opened her mouth and sang softly,
I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now
Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the re-
A voice pulled her out of song, "Demon! Everybody, Demon!" She sighed and ran towards the west. The moon began to set and she felt loneliness fill her heart. "Even you leave me…" Her whispery voice laced with sorrow. She closed her eyes and clasped her hands together, I'll just become human. She emptied her mind and began to chant, "Tomai kuu crana tuuseinait tuu klasena." Her body slowly changed. The mark on her forehead disappeared into her pale skin, her fangs shrank, her nails stayed long but seemed human enough not to be noticed, and her dog ears were replaced by human ones, though they were slightly pointed. She smiled and walked into a forest, At least I appear to be one species… Suddenly a demon appeared, he cackled madly. She screamed and began to run, just like any human. She looked behind her and her eyes widened, He's going to get me! She ran into something hard and cold and fell down. She looked up and saw a dog demon, her eyes widened, "Please! Help me!" Dog demons are kinder to humans, just maybe… She saw a little girl and smiled. He has a pup… A human pup… he must have taken her in… So sweet. She walked around him and opened her arms to the girl. The little one jumped into her arms, her smiled grew, "Hello sweetie." The girl looked up at her happily. She rocked her back and forth, forgetting both demons and began to sing the song she had started earlier, this time her voice was strong but caressing,
I still remember the world
From the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings
Were clouded by what I know now
Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all
I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now
Where has my heart gone
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything
Iesu, Rex admirabilis
Et triumphator nobilis,
Dulcedo ineffabilis,
Totus desiderabilis.
Where has my heart gone
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh I... I want to go back to
Believing in everything
She smiled down at the small girl in her arms. "Oh, how I do love little ones." Everyone but the girl stared at her. She blushed, "Did I do that?" They nodded. She looked at the silver-haired demon, "She is really sweet, I'm glad you took her in." She sighed, "It's so hard to find kind people these days…" He blinked, she smiled sadly. "Of course you don't care for me, do you?" She paused for a moment, "I knew it. No one cares for me… No one…" She looked at the loving child, "Except her." Her eyes filled with tears, "Oh I wish I didn't have to leave her."
The demon seemed to think for a minute, turned and killed the demon behind him, "I am Sesshomaru. The girl you hold is Rin. You may travel with me." She looked at him hopefully, He's nicer than I thought! "But you must never run away and will protect Rin if I ever leave, no matter how long." She smiled gratefully and bowed.
"I would be honored to serve you milord." Rin looked up at her, "Hello Rin. I am Amaya."
Rin smiled, "Are you my new Kaa-san?" Amaya's eyes widened and she looked at Sesshomaru. He nodded.
She looked back at Rin, "Yes." She gently kissed the girl's forehead. "Now go back to sleep." Rin obediently closed her eyes. She smiled and laid her down on a soft patch of grass. "Sweet dreams."
Sesshomaru watched the new human, Amaya… the night rain… He could smell demon on her, though it was faint. She was quiet beautiful, she had long black hair and sad blue eyes. Her skin was extremely pale for a human and she wore a light colored kimono with flowers around it and was held by a blue ribbon. He was tired but couldn't sleep. "What do you do?" He asked her.
"I sing." She whispered, her voice soft. "Do you want me to sing for you? Though it is day, I can tell you are tired." He nodded. She closed her eyes and swayed, finding a melody,
You're too important for anyone
There's something wrong with everything you see
But I - I know who you really are
You're the one who cries when you're alone
Where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escapeYou don't want to escape
However did you manage to push away
From every living thing you've come across
So afraid that anyone will hate you
You pretend you hate them first
Where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
But you can't refrain from everything
You can't escape
You can't escape
I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone?
I can hear you when you whisper, but you can't even hear me screaming
And where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
But you can't reject the whole world
You can't escape
You won't escape
You can't escape
You don't want to escape
He stared at her. Her eyes opened and she blushed. His eyes softened, "I think I like your voice." He growled softly. Her blushed darkened. "I couldn't fall asleep, I'm sorry." Why am I apologizing to this human? She smiled timidly before humming softly. And that's how the great lord fell asleep…
Me: So how'd you like it?
Amaya: -blush- He said my voice was beautiful…
Me: I know! So cute!
Amaya: Hey!
Me: What?
Amaya: I didn't have any promotions!
Me: -sweat drop- I know. It's just the first chapter.
Amaya: Oh…
Me: Please Review!