I am her nobody. I know all that she does, except I know about her. I know that he loves her. But she doesn't know. She doesn't even care. She will know me soon enough. Until then I will sleep with him and no one will know. The 13 will know. But they encourage us. They say that we could rule destiny. We could rule the heartless. But I love her cute innocence. The best part is that she doesn't know I exist. Or that he loves her. She loves someone else. She loves the one on the Quest to save the worlds. And tonight he goes to Hallow Bastion to fight my lover. I will be by his side. In the darkness that heals the heart.
Fuck. That's it. Just fuck. I can't do anything about it. I'm just screwed either way. So I have found out how to beat the game. I will disappear and let her take him. She will be whole. I will be nothing. From nobody to nothing. That is my destiny. And his is to be hers forever, with out me in his life to mess him up. I made the gruesome mistake of attempting love. It wasn't worth risking his life. I hope he understands and allows the blindfold to be taken off. Then he will see me for what I really am and go to be with his true friends who will never leave his side. She loves him. She deserves him. I do not. I have no heart for him to receive. However, I still feel sorrow inside.