So this is the sequel to 'I May Never Be Ready' if I get positive reviews I'll continue this. Sorry for all the skips and don't tell me she's falling too fast because they're not going to date for a while. NOW READ.
Its been 6 months since I met Kody.
We've been hanging out almost everyday since then.
Hes such an idiot and everyday he reminds me of Tobias. Tobias was the one who made me believe that I'm beautiful, that I'm worth it.
Im so grateful that I was able to be with him in the short amount of time that I was.
Kody has been here for me ever since we met and hes just like Tobias.
God, I'm never going to forget him.
I just got back from Kody's apartment and I honestly think Ive seen him more than Christina this whole week.
I may never forget Tobias but I think Kody might be the next him.
NEXT WEEK
"Please Tris" Kody whines
"Why?" I whine back
"Because your my best friend and I need to go bowling with someone."
"I'm bad though"
"So? Have you not seen me dance?"
"Fine, but you owe me ice cream"
"Yay!" He screams like a little girl
"When?"
"Tonight"
"Ugh"
SKIP TO TONIGHT
"Awe Kody's got a girlfriend" says someone
"Bryce, I'd like you to meet my friend Tris"
Bryce reaches his hand out to me and I shake it.
"You know if you're not interested I'll have her"
"Maybe I am interested. Or maybe I don't want to ruin my friendship." Kody says.
"Tris, do you like this guy?" Says Bryce
Do I?
"I'm not exactly sure how to answer that."
"Bryce just stop. Just a few months ago her boyfriend past away. She probably doesnt want you or me to date her. She needs time to get away from dating."
Kody's words amazed me.
He is just like Tobias yet so different.
I think I'm falling for someone new.
Although Tobias will always have a place in my heart I think I found a new place for Kody, because he's helped me through one of the toughest times of my life. He's just as amazing as my late boyfriend was.
I have to stop comparing my new friend to my dead boyfriend.
I will never get him back and I know that.
What happened, happened and I can't change that.
No one can tell me I'm getting over Tobias too fast because I will never be over him and I cant let the fact that he's gone influence my relationships because truth be told, he was the reason I'm not scared to fall in love or like someone.