Falling for you

A Jacob and Renesme story

By:ThatSouthernBelle

Disclaimer":As much as i would like to say it I do not own Twlight that all Stephine Meyer all I own is Ana,Madison and Nova.

Chapter 1: Coming home

~~~~~~~~Renesme's Pov~~~~~~~~~~

I turnned on to the gravel drive and breathed in deeply looking back at my two girls, How was it I was now coming to crash at my parents house? wow I fucked up badly. I get out and unbuckle my two yr old Daughter Madison who's asleep on my shoulder her blonde hair was everywere with her head on my shoulder as far as Anastasia she was fine and had gotten her self unbuckled.I knock on the door and my Mother answers. "Ness?"she asks "Yeah mom its me" I reply "oh who are these two angels?"she asks "My daughters Anastasia and Madison" I answer. My momment with my mom is inturuped by my father who dose'nt look happy but when he sees my girls he loosens up and allows us to stay. I take my girls upstaris to go to bed for the night, I was done with Men they were abusive and left me, I wished that I never fell in love again. "Mommy" I hear from my old room, I go there to see my youngest Madison looking at me " You Ok?" I ask her "Scared" she says. I walk down stairs and go get he stuffd lamb Fluffy from the car, I find it on the floor under her seat, I get it and go inside and give her the lamb. I then lay on my bed to go to sleep.

-Jacob's Pov-

(Morning)

I feel a smacking on my head, I open one eye to see my 3yr old looking at me, I was dog tired but Nova didn't understand that because Nova is Autistic,"What Butthead" I ask groggliy She points out to the living room "Were is Pappa?" she points again I roll outta bed and pick her up carrying her out to the kitchen to see My dad cooking breakfast burritos "Morning Jake" he says as I put Nova in her high chair " Uhhuh" I yawn "What time did you get in last night" he asks " ass crack am" I repley and he gets it " do you work today?" He asks "Everyday of my life, I fucking hate Leah somtimes" I say as I light a Marlbro, I hated the fact I smoked but I valued my sanity was more then my addiction. " I know son" my dad says giving Nova some eggs "But would you trade Nova for anything?"he asks " No but I wish Leah did'nt do meth or drink when she was pregnat with Nova" I say and that was true I know that my genetics played a part but Leah's drugs did too. I wolf down a burrito and go to shower then get dressed in my work clothes. On my way out Nova runs over and grabs my leg. "Bye Munchkin" I say kissing her forehead. I sigh and hand her to Billy who is putting on bubble guppies on for her, god I hate that show but Nova liked it

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~RPOV~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I was helping the family cook sunday dinner answering questuion god i hated telling my fuck ups to my family " So Aunt Rose know any good mechanics?" I ask " Yeah if you go to La push there is the Garage or in town there is Marks" she says I shudder rembering that Marks charged an arm and leg but that was beside the point my crappy pos was on its last leg and with no car i was fucked with a capital F. I was finishing up the homemade stuffing when I hear a scream i leve the kitchen to find Emmett hanging Madison by her foot with tears rolling down her cheeks I'm calming my baby while Aunt Rose smacks him. I got Madison calmed down and go back to cooking leaving Madison with Uncle Jasper. I finish the stuffing and we serve sunday dinner, I sigh softly as we sit around the table everyone here has somthing on there minds it seems " Do we know she's doing?" my mother asks "she's ok her moter skills have improved she does walk now." Grandpa says I was lost on who they were talking about but figured i'd find out soon or later.I'm about to eat my mashed potatos when my cell rings "Renesmee Starns" I say "Nessie were are you?" My ex husband's voice says "Nauhel I'm long gong" I say and fold my phone