Ready or Not, I'm Coming…FOR YOU!

Authors Note:

I do NOT own anything related to twilight. Also I do not own the song that is used in this story. There will be a link to the song on my profile. This is my first time writing so Im sure to mess up and not be perfect at it. I would not be rude to you, so please at dont be rude with the critical reviews. I picked mystery/suspense for this story because of the way the song goes. I know the story isnt starting off that way but give it time and it will. Also to get the full meaning with the way the lyrics go you will probably need to listen to the song. Sorry if its not your type of music, but I thought it would be good for this story. The only character that I somewhat own in this story as of right now is Nikki, she is my bff, and I luv her to death. LYLAS NIKKI! Ok enough with the babbling, onto the story. *Tara*

BPOV

It's been four months since Fucktard left. If you are wondering who Fucktard is, well, that is the new name I have given to Edward. For the last four months I just sat around and let life pass me by. Don't get me wrong, I have been going to school every day. But while there I would just sit there quietly and do my work while speaking to no one. I never hung out with my friends, not that I have friends anymore. They got tired of my behavior and let me be. The only friend I still have is the new girl named Nikki. The only friend I regret losing is Angela. She was really nice and sweet. I should have been a better friend to her, but I honestly don't think she understood what I was going thru. I do wish her the best life has for her though and hope she is happy in whatever she chooses to do in life.

It was during lunch one day, while I was talking with Nikki, that I decided enough is enough, I'm not going to sit around and let life pass me by anymore. During our conversation, even though she understood how upset I was over Fucktard leaving me, she also helped me to see a lot of other things about him. Nikki helped me to see that he was nothing more than a controlling jerk. Although he did seem to love me, Fucktard could have showed it better. He also shouldn't have always treated me as a child by telling me what to do and where to and where not to go. I guess he thought that just because he was over 100 years old, that he knew better than me. HA! What a laugh! It was also during this talk that I could feel the depression leaving my system, only to be replaced with a raging anger that was almost uncontrollable. With this newfound anger I decided to start the fifth month of Fucktards absents with a life changing make over! So, that means goodbye to the Bella that everyone knows as the quiet shy girl who never stood up for herself. Now on to discover the new me! With that thought, I grabbed Nikki's hand and told her we are ditching the rest of school and going shopping.

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