A/N Hey guys so basically this story is about Peeta trying to remember that he loves Katniss, and the war between the capitol and district 13. Enjoy!
Needle after needle, question after question, and i get to do this day after day. There is not much to live for when you are being held captive in a capitol prison, for something that your psycho ex girlfriend did and is still doing. She's destroying the world, and yet I'm the on suffering. I don't get how anyone could ruin a perfect world like ours. All the people are nice, and there is so much to do. The only real flaw in our system is the hunger games, but I was told by President Snow himself that he thought they were to harsh, so they got taken away and now that I have gotten to know him i believe him. So now Panem has a shot at being peaceful once more, but there is one thing that is in the way of it's happiness… Katniss Everdeen. She was always so pretty, and very smart. I loved her with all my heart, but then she tore it apart. At first I was desperate enough to believe that she loved me, and that she tried to save me. I was so dumb back then though, Katniss never cared about me, and she just used me to help herself escape. Well I'm done sitting around waiting for her to come and rescue me. I press a little green button on the side of my bed which calls for help. A group of doctors hurry in, one steps up and asks,
"What seems to be the problem Peeta?"
"There isn't anything physically wrong with me, but I have realized that Katniss had never loved me. She used me to help herself win, and she doesn't care enough to come help me when I'm imprisoned, so I want to fight for the capitol army." The doctors look nervous at my response, but they tell me that they'll tell President Snow what I said. I smile at them graciously, and they all walk out of the room.
Time skip….
When President Snow walks though my door I am filled with hope. I know that I should serve for my district, and help take down the rebellion. President Snow walks closer to me, and I smile then say,
"President Snow, what a surprise it is to see you here. Um I was just wondering if there was any chance I could join the capitol army and help put the rebellion to an end." He looks at me for a moment then says,
"Are you sure you are ready for this Peeta?" I nod furiously, and the president smiles, "Well then welcome to the army!" After thanking the president about a million times he leaves the room, and I'm left alone. If only I still wanted to escape, because now is a perfect opportunity to do it, but no, because no one in the rebellion cares about Peeta Mellark, nobody. The rest of the day goes by really fast, and before I know it I'm back in my cell. The nurse gave me a sleeping pill, but it still hasn't kicked in. I wait a few minutes, and then give up trying to fall asleep and think about winning the war. I can picture it now, Katniss and her little army against the entire country of Panem. The odds just aren't in her favor, yet again. I find it repulsive that I ever had feeling for that kind of girl; I should've known that she was trouble from the very beginning. 'My battle' ends with me taking Katniss, and shoving her into this tiny cell for the rest of her life. Right after my dream battle ends, I fall into a peaceful sleep, not to be disturbed by anyone else.
I wake up miserable, like most days, but then start to feel happy after I remember that I'm done with this prison, and the sooner we win this war, the sooner I get to see Katniss in pain, just like I was. I wonder about whom else will be fighting in the rebellion, I'm sure that Gale, and Finnick are, but I don't know who else could've escaped the capitol. As much as I want to hurt Katniss I realize that I don't want to have to kill Gale, and Finnick saved my life so I couldn't take his own. Fighting in this war will be a lot more difficult than I thought, but in the end it's all worth it. Besides Gale and Finnick will hopefully just become prisoners. No matter how great they were to me, they should still be punished for going against their own country. How do people get this messed up?
A/N Im going to end it here for now, but I can ensure you that there will be something going on between Katniss and Peeta soon. Please Review, Alert, and or Favorite you know the drill. Also I'm open to ideas to incorporate within this story. Thanks!