Songfic. I
have to say, I really disliked this song until I saw the music video.
If you haven't seen, look it up. I cried. Thirteen remembers a song and realizes how applicable it
is...
I own neither the song
nor the show. I just put two and two together. I hope it comes out to
four.
HMDHMDHMDHMDHMDHMDHMD
Comparisons
are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfectionI
had one taste and was immediately addicted. You're not just my
perfection, you're my addiction.
Like an apple hanging
from a tree
I picked the ripest oneI like the age
difference. I'm tired of people my own age. I want some one to tell
me what do to for a change. I don't want to always have to be the
instigator. And you, you did that. You filled that void I didn't know
I had until you were gone.
I still got a seedThere was just one problem...
You said move on
Where do I
goWho could I possibly turn to after you?
I
guess second best
Is all I will knowNo one could
possibly measure up to you, my addiction.
Cause when I'm
with him You're like an
Indian summer
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you
would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh
I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise centerThis
facade, this mask that you wear... You don't want any one to know
what's really in your heart, but I've seen it. I've been with you
when you let your walls down fully. There is nothing but for me to
think that you want me too, that you pushing me away is a part of the
outer shell you've worked so hard to build.
How do I get
better
Once I've had the bestThat one time. That one
time when we were both hurting, we fell into each other. We were both
lost, and we were each other's comfort.
You said
there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will
test
You told me afterward that it was a mistake. I guess
you didn't see the knife those words drove through my heart.
He
kissed my lips
I taste your mouthI remember feeling
your tongue against mine. That sweet fragrance that is so uniquely
you, mingling with the bitterness of unshed tears.
He
pulled me in Cause when I'm
with him You're the best
I was disgusted with myself
I am thinking of you
Thinking of youYour breath on my
neck.
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was
spending the nightWould we repeat last time? Or maybe
just hold each other until the tears faded into sleep?
Oh I
wish that I
Was looking into...
And yes
I do regret
How
I could let myself
Let you go
I should have demanded
that you tell me the truth - that you want me, need me, the way I do
you. Instead I just put my clothes back on and walked out of your
office, praying I could hold in the tears until I reached my
car.
Now the lesson's learned Oh I think you should know Cause when I'm with
him
I touched it,
I was
burnedMy head told me no, over and over again. There were
so many reasons not to go into your office that night, not to kiss
you, not to let myself actually feel something when you finally said
my name in ecstasy. But my heart... my stupid heart... it skipped a
beat when I stared into your eyes as you brought me over the edge.
I've never felt that connected to another person in my entire
life.
I am thinking of you
Thinking
of youEven when he and I engage, it's you I imagine,
night after night.
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the nightHe holds me close. I long
for it to be your body that I feel behind me. Your softness, your
hair, your sweet breath on my neck.
Oh I wish that I
Was
looking into your eyesI would give anything to be able to
see you right now. To be able to see those big,
Looking
into your eyesBeautiful,
Looking into your
eyesSteely green-blue eyes.
Oh won't you walk
through
And bust in the door
And take me awayPlease,
wrap me up in you.
Oh no more mistakesLisa. It
was never a mistake for us to be together.
Cause in your
eyes I'd like to stayAnd I think you agree...
Stay...