This is my first fanfic! Hope you like it!
This is WilSon first time from Will's POV. This chapter is the "before first time". Next chapter will be the real first time :)

And there we are: in the way to Sonny's place.

We have just left the Coffee House, and we are heading to Sonny's apartment, hand in hand.
I have never been so happy, but I have never been so nervous either. I feel butterflies in my stomach, good ones, I would say great ones! But I feel another sensation growing up in my stomach: worry. Worry that I won't be good enough, worry to disappoint my boyfriend, worry that Sonny would break up with me for my inexperience. I mean, yes, I had my experience, but only with Gabi, a girl, and just twice. This was totally and completely different… This was my first time with a guy and second, this was my first time with Sonny, that I actually really really like… a lot! This has to be special and I don't wanna screw anything up like I always do! I love him, I never told him, but I love him. And I want our first time to be perfect!

l suddenly feel a squeeze on my hand, I look at my hand and I suddenly come back to reality. I look up to see Sonny looking at me, with a concerned look.

Sonny: Hey, are you okay?

I fake a smile.

Will: Ehm… yeah yeah I'm okay.

I'm not okay, not at all.

Sonny: Are you sure? You are pale and you seem worried. Will, you know that if you don't feel ready, we can-

Will: I SAID I'M OKAY!

I yelled at him, I yelled at Sonny with no reason. I feel like an asshole, an horrible asshole.

Will: I'm sorry…

I feel his hand leaving mine and I suddenly feel tears in my eyes, thinking that Sonny is now angry and he has every right to be angry… Good, Will, good! You have just screwed everything up!
I look at the ground, refusing to look up, I don't want to see the anger in his eyes and I don't want him to see my tears.

Will: I'm so sorry…

I whisper, not able to find my voice.

Sonny: Hey Will, look at me.

I suddenly feel his hand touching my chin and I finally look up at him. He doesn't look upset, at all… He has an adorable smile on his lips.

Sonny: You're sorry for what?

Will: Well, you know, for yelling at you with no reason… And I completely understand if you're mad at me, I'm so sorry!

I feel tears in my eyes again. He smiles at me and laughs a little.

Sonny: You think I'm mad?

I nodded looking at my feet.

Sonny: I'm not mad at all!

Will: Really? Because I understand if you are, I was yelling at you and-

Sonny: Stop, Will, just stop. And look at me in the eyes.

I slowly look at him again. Tears still in my eyes.
He puts his thumb on my cheek and slowly weeps away the tears that fall down from my eyes.

Sonny: Now tell me the real issue.

Will: What do you mean?

Sonny: I know that something is bothering you, you didn't talk to me since we exited the Coffe House and you spent all the time looking down.

Will: Um… well… It's… It's just that… No, it's nothing.

And with that I reach his hand and I lead him to his place, again.
He stops me, I look at him and he tenderly kisses me.

"I will never get tired of his soft lips" I think to myself.

He pulls away to look at me, I can't help but feel butterflies on my stomach when he looks at me this closer.

Will: Mmm… What was that for?

Sonny: Well, you seemed nervous… And I wanted to relax you a little bit.

Will: Thank you, Sonny!

Sonny: You're very very welcome! But now I want to know what's bothering you… Is that for tonight?

Will: Um, it's really nothing, let's just go! I can't wait to be alone with you…

I try to walk towards Sonny's place, but he stops me, again.

Sonny: Will, I want this night to be special: it will be your first time and our first time… It has to be perfect, so I want to see you happy and not nervous! Just tell me what's bothering you and then we can go...

Will: Well, okay okay… I can't say no to you!

I take a deep breath, before finally speaking.

Will: The fact is that, like you said this will be my first time and I'm kinda scared that I won't be good enough and if I'm not good enough you're going to leave me and-

Sonny: Wait, wait, wait! First of all, you will be great and second of all, I'm NOT and I repeat NOT going to leave you, okay?

I wasn't sure at all, but I nodded, more to convince myself than Sonny. It seems like he's reading my mind, because two seconds later he pulls me in and he kisses me. Their soft and beautiful lips are on mine. This isn't the first time that we kiss, but it feels like it is. It's a sweet and tender kiss. Now I've no doubts anymore: I want him, all of him; I want him to make love to me.

Sonny: I'm not going to leave you, I lov-

Will: Thank you.

Sonny: For what?

Will: For being the sweetest boyfriend I could ever ask for.

I can see his face light up and his smile is the most wonderful smile I've ever seen, he is the most wonderful guy I've ever seen.

Sonny: So, are you okay?

Will: Yes, now I am.

I pull him in against my lips. It's a tender and beautiful kiss at first, but then he asks for entrance with his tongue on my bottom lip and I immediately let him in. It's a passionate and a loving kiss at the same time.

"Oh My Gosh, I love this man so much!" I think to myself.

I will tell him this after our special night, it will be special.

Our mouth are still on the other and our tongues are still touching, when I suddenly feel an hard thing on my tigh. I pull away from the kiss and I see my beautiful boyfriend blushing. I've never seen him blushing.

Will: Aw you're blushing... That's so cute.

Sonny: Am I cute? No! I don't wanna be cute, I'm a man, damn!

We both burst out laughing and then we are kissing again, more passionately than before. Sonny pushes away and whispers in my ear.

Sonny: I think we have to go or I might come right here right now.

Now I'm the one blushing. He doesn't give me time to answer, he takes my hand and we run in towards his apartment.