1A/N: I just want to say sorry about my last story. I was really angry at the time and it just felt like I was taking it out on writing, which I don't usually do.

Anywho, this is gonna be a multi-chapter story, which I have never successfully done, so wish me luck!

It always came in flashes. Someone would say something stupid to remind him of Watanuki and his never-ending rants. It would make Doumeki stop and smile inwardly. It had never occurred to Doumeki to think why the actions of the spaztic boy always made him want to grin. He just knew that being around Watanuki made him more happy than he could hope to be.

All I knew is that, you're so nice;

You're the nicest thing I've seen

Of course, all Watanuki did was complain about how "that stupid jerk is always around me!" But, for some strange reason only Yuuko seemed to know, it never bothered him that much. Not at all.

IT never bothered Doumeki that he had to save Watanuki almost everyday without so much of a 'thank you' in return. It didn't bother him that hte spaz always yelled at him about God knows what. Doumeki would do almost anything for Watanuki, even it he never got anything in return.

I wish that we could give it a go;

See if we could be something

Doumeki sighed as he looked up at the stars from his front porch. Nothing seemed to make sense anymore - not after he started hanging out with Watanuki. He had seen things he had never even dreamed of seeing, felt fear that could last him the rest of his life.

'I wonder how that fool deals with it all the time,' Doumeki thought while sitting on his front step.

'He has you,' A voice that sounded very much like Yuuko said in his head. 'He may not show it, but he depends on you. He will never admit it, but you are what keeps him together.'

I wish I was your favourite girl;

I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world

'You're wrong, Yuuko,' Doumeki though while closing his eyes. 'He is what keeps me together.'

'Is that so?' He could just hear the smile in her voice. 'If you wait too long, my dear Doumeki, the read strings of fate will unravel and the special bond between the two of you will break. If he is that important to you, you won't let that happen, now will you?'

I wish I was your favourite smile

I wish the way I dress was your favourite kind of style

But Doumeki already knew all of that. He already knew that the string would someday break between then. He wasn't stupid. Nothing can last forever. They would someday part ways and never speak to each other again.

Then why, when Doumeki tried to tell himself these simple facts, did it make his chest ache so?

I wish you couldn't figure me out

But you always wanted to know, what I was about

'I love him.'

The thought crossed his mind before he could stop it. But, for some strange reason, it didn't seem so strange to think that he loves Watanuki.

Doumeki smiled and laughed to himself.

'I love Watanuki the Fool.'

I wish you would hold my hand, when I was upset;

I wish you could never forget the look on my face when we first met

No wonder nothing seemed to make sense when he was around the seer.

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot

That you loved secretly 'cause it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see

Doumeki would never tell Watanuki how fe felt. The rejection and losing his good friend would practically kill him.

But, oh, how he would give anything and everything just to at least hold his hand once.

Basically, I wished that you loved me;

I wish that you needed me

An image of Watanuki smiling flashed in Doumeki's mind. He couldn't remember exactly where that had been, but the memory stuck in his mind.

'He really is beautful,' Yuuko's voice said softly. 'A fool, but at least he knows when to stop talking.'

'I know,' Doumeki thought while looking back up that the bright stars. 'He really is truly amazing... the most amazing thing I've ever seen.

I wish you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three;

I wish that without me, your heart would break

'If only he felt the same way,' Doumeki thought while sighing again.

'You never know until you give it a try.'

I wish that without me, you would be spending that rest of your nights awake;

I wish that without me, you couldn't eat

Doumeki could feel Yuuko leave his mind. He was glad she did - he was starting to feel reassy stupid for having a conversation in his head with a drunk.

But Yuuko was right - Doumeki really didn't know if he had a chance until he tried.

'Watanuki like Kungoi,' Doumeki thought sadly.

Then why did it seem like Watanuki's words of love seemed so empty when he talked about her?

I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep

All I know it that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen

'Maybe he doesn't actually like Kungoi...?' The thought almost made Doumeki giggle at how ridiculous it was.

He really, really wished it was true though, But, things never seemed to go exactly how Doumeki wanted them to, did they?

Doumeki slowly stood up, realizing that it was starting to ger cold outside. He walked inside and slowly shut the sliding door, suddenly feeling the weight of what the had been thinking about.

I wish we could see if we could be something

Doumeki likes Watanuki.

Watanuki likes Kungoi.

Doumeki sighed as he started to make his way to his room.

'This might not end well.

A/N: So there you go! I had never read a story from Doumeki's point of view, so my sister told me to write one and stop bitching about it. (Not really)

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(There will be two more chapters to this.)