It all started on Haruhi's birthday. Somehow the host club managed to steal Haruhi for the evening. All was well when we gave Haruhi her birthday licks. Maybe Tamaki went to far with sixteen kisses to her arm and one more to the corner of her mouth. In fact even Tamaki knew better. He let go of her hand and apologized immediately. She shook it off and pretended it didn't bother her. None of us were that stupid. The ring in my pocket was burning a hole in my expensive jeans.
"We wouldn't want your cake getting bored would we?" I asked grabbing Haruhi's wrist the urge to hold her hand in mine bit at me but if I could keep from punching Tamaki those first few weeks then I could do it without loosing my sanity.
"You guys bought me a cake?" Haruhi asked delighted. Tamaki pointed toward me in defeat but Hikaru and Kaoru piped up. With presents.
"I bought you a cake." I corrected gently. She gasped in awe as if I was incapable of being thoughtful.
"Kyoya Sempai! You shouldn't have. Knowing you, you probably went out of your way as usual." She chimed. I shrugged walking ahead hiding my deep blush. After honey got tired of cake Tamaki pulled Haruhi into the closet and put a blind fold on her. He spun her around explaining that in order to get her presents she had to touch each one of us and match the body to the name. he pushed her into Mori, she ran her fingers through his hair .
"Mori?" she guessed.
"Correct." he answered in his deep voice. She stepped toward Tamaki almost as if his breathing called to her like fresh cake to Mitskuni. She touched his face and ran her fingers across his lips. Before I knew it I was grumbling to myself.
"Tamaki." she finally decided.
"Yup, that's me." he muttered. She smiled then moved on soon enough she got to open her gifts.
"Um, Fugioka-chan." I muttered, "Can I talk to you… by yourself?" I'm certain I was blushing again. She agreed and we walked out onto my balcony with me. Where was I to start? All I knew was how I felt not how to confess.
"Well my father believes it is time for me to marry. He believes that you would be the perfect bride and for some reason I agree. You're beautiful, smart, talented, and the ideal woman of any mans dreams. I am asking for your hand in matrimony. Will you grant me with your grace for the rest of my empty life? And become Mrs. Otori?" I couldn't believe it I proposed to someone I truly had feelings for and she was smiling. I felt Tamaki's glare on my arm, I regretted looking up because he was on the verge of tears.
"Kyoya… I thought you weren't interested? All the Otori's are alike selfish hypocrites." he whimpered, "Don't ever speak to me again Otori. And if you do I'll have your sorry behind kicked from my school." I looked back at Haruhi awaiting an answer. She stepped closer and took my hand.
"Kyoya." she began, "I don't like you like that and even if I did. I'd much rather your proposal be of your own choice. Okay? Don't worry though, she's out there."
"She's hear in front of me." I insisted. She shook her head.
"I'm not her but I guaranty she's there." she assured me. Then she kissed my cheek. When she walked away water spilled. I slid down the wall and tried holding myself together. No matter how tight I squeezed I fell apart and all I could do was cry. Honey came out and slapped me.
"Everyone here loves her but Tami-Chan loves her more. Is your crush really worth breaking the bond we all share? Isn't Tami-Chan the one who taught you that being successor to your families business isn't all that counts! Or are you to selfish to admit even that! Does Tamaki mean anything to you or is he just your puppet while you fall even lower? Make up your mind, do you want love and acceptance or maids?" Mitskuni shouted.
"I want what any other human wants." I chocked out. I through my glasses over the edge of my balcony. "I want to be loved but I don't know how to open my heart after Yoshina.!" I admitted.
Honey fell quiet and sat beside me, rubbing my hair, "That wasn't your fault." he cooed. I disagreed. It was me and I knew it. I drove away my first love with my obsession of control. I hit her so many times and took out my frustration on her all the time. I ended up killing her in the end. I remembered the day I through her out when her parents were in Osaka. She caught pneumonia and died shortly after . Yet in her will, her last words she said; do not imprison him, because he gave me the best three years of my life and, I still love him. Before I knew it I'd cried myself to sleep.
I woke up saying Haruhi. She was gone though. Probably went after Tamaki but that's when I heard a screm from the next room it sounded like Haruhi
It was Haruhi, and Tamaki.
"Mr. Otori, please. Leave us alone."
AN: WELL THAT'S ALL FOR NOW. I'LL UPDATE EVENTUALLY BUT IT TAKES TEN TIMES LONGER IF I DON'T GET TEN REVIEWZ BYE BYE. {MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHA}