Yes I think I admitted it to my self that I am crazy FOUR stories at the same time yes I am working on four but oh well when you have inspiration you have to write in down and all of my inspiration comes from listening to songs and this fanfic's song is Now That We're Done By: Metro Station.

Hope you like it…

PREFACE

I'm all alone staring at walls; it's getting hard to breathe. Love hurts.

My love for him hurt so much, that seeing him with her felt like some was slowly pressing my chest and killing me slowly. It's been three whole weeks since I had sleep I just kept dreaming her lips on his, so I'm not going to pretend he's alone tonight because I know she was there. So for my friends and for my parents I was going to get over this and get out of this bed take a shower and go. Going to go round people, screaming people they were all screaming for him, my love.

Edward Cullen.

His name sent chills down my spine and making my heart hurt more and made it hard to breath as I seen pictures flash through my mine. His shaggy copper hair, bright emerald eyes and crooked smile I'll admit everything about him screamed 'player' but I knew the real him the core of him the part I loved the most.

Deep breaths are the only thing I could take now. Time to get ready, put a fake smile on and act like everything is alright…

Okay this is they only thing I have now If I continue it will go back in time

Should I continue? Yes? No?

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